I was browsing through my old photos and i realise that i surprisingly, i really miss those things that i lost and i really want them back, but i know i cant. Its like, i never knew how precious how wodnerful, how awesome those things were until there're really gone. Now even though i might regret, one must always move on in life. Like somebody once told me, " There is a reason why some people/things just dont make it into your future."
Sometimes i wonder what happened to the old me. the old me that never judged. the old me that treated everybody with respect. the old me that had so much passion not to do the bad things cos i wanted to follow in christ's footsteps. the old humble me. the old me that never really bothered about what other people might have thought. even though everyone might say i have never ever changed, i know deeep down i have. more mature, more hardworking, more self concious, I want to go back to once upon a time. It felt so much more better than. now something just feels empty.
2323232323232323232323 dont ask me why im chanting it. As i said, brings back memories xxx.
Inspiring.
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