Idk man after such an awesome day i suddenly feel so tired. Tired of pretending, tired of caring when when everyone else doesn't, tired of seeming so happy all the time, tired of being so expected of, tired of wondering, tired of being insecure, tired of.
Idk, its funny how one person can make you feel so wierded out. First that incident on sat, now today. I sometimes feel like im being used, sometimes feel that nobody cares, sometimes feel that im just this lil piece of trash to everybody.
I thought i was done feeling this way. I guess i thought wrong.
And only one thing can perk me up. An sms from you, yes you. But no it aint gonna come i know so.
shit whats wrong with me. this feeling of suffocation, i feel so clausthrophobic 0.0
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