I guess im more hurt than angry. like. wth you dont mince your words right. and you think a stupid simple sorry spit out can just solve everything. yeah right. you know what? shit you. what a jerk.
*pauses*
i guess usually i wouldnt be affected that much but than. school has their own jerks too?
Like how somebody told me they were neutral, and stuffs. and all types of crap and lies and the next thing i know he's also discriminating the choir. wtf is your problem huh. really. just shit you these type of people you know really. I really dun wanna go to school or go home with you again. Im sorry but people like you will never understand .
And it hurts me more. that perhaps you think that way too. and its even worse, cos you didnt even reply my sms. like. i know you were reluctant to go. i know you didnt want to pay. but this tells me that maybe i meant this little to you. like . you didnt even bother to reply. its okay. i can take it. life's like that huh. i'll forget about you,in time, no worries. just let me cry right now okay? and you know whats the worse thing? i cant believe you, the stupid seemingly uncaring jerk, is the first guy who made me cry.
Today is so screwed. how the hell did i ever think i was contented? i want so much more than this. so so so much more. hey you know what? maybe i mean like this little to everybody. well shit! i dont care anymore, im celia. i'll be fine. nothing i cant handle.
alrighty. vented and done with. goodbye.
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