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Monday, May 31, 2010

fantasy

And i feel like im living in a fantasy, a fairy tale . Really, i feel that one fine day i will wake up from all of this and i learn that i was reurned with total rejection.
None of this seem real, i swear. and if i thought you were playing with my heart last time, trust me. Now its really worse. How do you expect me to forget about you this way? DAMN. what do i do from here ?
Okay so today had sectionals, den after that went to watch prince of persia.
LOL the male lead was hot, female lead was hot, the on screen chemistry was hot, damn ! super cool lah, like got this "IM REALLY HOT DUN TOUCH ME" aura from the screen. hahahaaha.
Today i realise Ashton Kuchter is so supremely hot omg. *screams and proceeds to faint*
okayyys, byeeeee !
I know im spamming my blog but its a screwed night after all.
I really wanna thank a few people for making my night seem so much more better. Thank you Matt korkor, without you i dont think i would have been able to control those freaking emotions, and the prayer u said for me really helped me calm down. Thank you Reuben, you really encouraged me alot and i really appreciate that. You managed to cheer me up and i really thank you for that. You made me laugh like crazy lah. Thank you JoshLim for advicing me, encouraging me and also making me laugh. Having a heart to heart talk with you really kept my spirits up, and make me realise how may awesome friends i have. Thank you wj, for your concern and encouragement :D And also to Denice, I LOVE YA YOU PANDA ^^ thanks for you concern and offering me a listening ear. :D really appreciate it.
Thanks guys, you guys really helped me survive the night. I really hope things will be better tmr.
I'm really REALLY lucky to have friends like all of you :DD

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Let go

I'm sorry. I really am.
I dont know what i can do to like take everything i said back , to make evrything okay again, but. idk man.
I really really hope you can forgive me, i dont want th friendship to be ruined just because of this. But you would have to want to patch it back up again. *sighs* idk man. i feel so super screwed. wth was i doing. you're right, i assumed too much. I lashed out at you without thinking. I'm sorry.
Its okay though, if you don't want to, i understand. i was being a bitch.
Call me overemotional or smth but you know what. I cried. YES. i really did. thats how bad i feel. thats how much i wish i could make it all alright again. SHIT i think im gonna cry again.
I really feel so alone. I just, dont know anymore. But i guess i brought this all upon myself huh.
Anyway, i really hope you forgive me.
And I really need a sms from you now. It will surely make my day perfect.
No, i cannot, and must not be in want. Cos, the hurt aint worth it.
THERE IS NO FREAKING WAY HE WOULD SMS YOU CELIA GO GET A LIFE AND THINK OF SOMEBODY ELSE YOU ASS.
Today was fun also ^^
so last night sleptover at Na's house with belle, enhwee and vicky :DD funfun, except i was addicted to tumblr and i missed my ppg marathon T.T sian. lol.
Didnt stay up surprisingly, was damn shag from zonal bonding yesterday, so slept arnd 3am plusplus, which earned mockery from the guys who managed to stay up to 4am plusplus. So what? Sleep is essential; this prooves that we females are more humane than you guys. yeah,im sexist what have you got to say huh. LOL.
Went to second service, the speaker was from Africa and even though there was no powerpoint slides, I COULD UNDERSTAND AND STAY ATTENTIVE . surprise surprise. ^^ and the worship . whoooots~ supremely annointed, repertoire super awesome. my hand was like shaking non stop lah omg. and the transition into amazing grace (my chains are gone) was amazing.
After that went to eat lunch and played pool.
THIS TIME I ACTUALLY TRIED PLAYING. as expected, my aiming sucks ttm. but pool is addicting. watching also very addicting. shucks, i think i really wanna learn man.
coke with salt tastes really good, like sour plum. yummms.
Kayyyys, byeeee !

Zonal Bonding

And today was awesome.
Really really, got to bond with all my mateys and you were there. You made my morning awesome and you made my night awesome too. i dont know why i fell for you man, i just did. you dont know how much i was wishing that this morning would never end. shucks.
Went to pasir ris park for zonal bonding, now super super shag, ran around non-stop playing games and walking barefoot. I think im like super wild lah, i go places like park i have the need to go barefooted. Until Hitomi went to tell me "wow celia i think you can go for missions." LOL. i wanna go though. wakakaka.
Evening went to Belle's house for barbeque. Yummmy stuffs, the crab thingy Joe and Jeremy made (the j brigaders lol) it was super dee duper uber delicious lah. yummmms ttm.
Today i learnt that the girl you liked , liked you back. I mean, if you liked her, and it was on sided, i guess it wouldnt be that bad. If it was vice versa it wouldnt be that bad too. BUT it was both sided, something could have happened, but it didnt. I remember you, smsing her when you still liked her and wj was like "her ah." and you were . IDK MAN your face was so. happy? joyous? idk really. That scene kept replaying in my head over and over again. never mind, it was all in the past. and i. shall not think too much.
today i think i like you more than i liked you ytd.
Now im in Justina's house, stayover ^^
kayyyys BYEEEE

Saturday, May 29, 2010

Gdop











Creditted to Kenneth ^^ Taken on Gdop :DD


























Joy














Credited to Denice ^^ yummms.















I'm sure of my feelings this time.
ily ttm. really.
even though your indifferent attitude never fails to hurt me, trust me you'll never bring me completely down.
I'll get back up each time, just you see. I won't disappoint , i promise.
Hopefully, someday dreams will come true. until than, i'll continue wishing and praying.

Friday, May 28, 2010

Heyhey today was pretty awesome ^^
Went for piano in the morning, im doing really not very well, and its only a month away to my grade 5 exams. I gotta buck up if i wanna pass this time round .
Went to Daisy's house in the afternoon, baking and unglamming about. Photos coming up soon, i mean, IF i receive them. The cookies we made were, kinda wierd LOL. first batch : not sweet. second batch : Overcooked chaoda wakaka. third batch: nothing to say its soft nice but wierd aftertaste.
The brownie was really chocalate-ty and oily. THEY USED A FREAKING QUARTER CUP OF OIL DAMNIT WTH IS THEIR PROBLEM . tasted good, but oil made me wanna pukeees.
rest of the time takiing photos and trying on daisy's clothes. i think we messed the place up sorry daisy. Oh yah her house has this freaking awesome REAL rocking horse, you know like the ones you see in those childhood bedtime stories..wow. i want one too im green with envy . lol jk.
but its still awesome.
kenneth fetched me back ^^ i finally got back my ipod ! yayyyys.
went to grandmama's house for awesome dinner and homed. and here i am felling uber bored.
im really addicted to tumblr and taptap3. kayys bye !

Thursday, May 27, 2010

I guess im more hurt than angry. like. wth you dont mince your words right. and you think a stupid simple sorry spit out can just solve everything. yeah right. you know what? shit you. what a jerk.
*pauses*
i guess usually i wouldnt be affected that much but than. school has their own jerks too?
Like how somebody told me they were neutral, and stuffs. and all types of crap and lies and the next thing i know he's also discriminating the choir. wtf is your problem huh. really. just shit you these type of people you know really. I really dun wanna go to school or go home with you again. Im sorry but people like you will never understand .
And it hurts me more. that perhaps you think that way too. and its even worse, cos you didnt even reply my sms. like. i know you were reluctant to go. i know you didnt want to pay. but this tells me that maybe i meant this little to you. like . you didnt even bother to reply. its okay. i can take it. life's like that huh. i'll forget about you,in time, no worries. just let me cry right now okay? and you know whats the worse thing? i cant believe you, the stupid seemingly uncaring jerk, is the first guy who made me cry.
Today is so screwed. how the hell did i ever think i was contented? i want so much more than this. so so so much more. hey you know what? maybe i mean like this little to everybody. well shit! i dont care anymore, im celia. i'll be fine. nothing i cant handle.
alrighty. vented and done with. goodbye.

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

contentment

I kinda really really like this picture cos it looks so happy :DD which is something i havent been feeling for the past few days.
contentment, perhaps. But not much happiness. I feel content with hanging out with friends, slacking in lessons, content with positions, content with results, but never like. happy. Never moments of exhiliration that really tugs on your happiness strings (??) .
anyway. Happiness comes when a prayer gets answered. like when you pray that the sms came from that special someone before opening it, and BINGO it really did came from him.
Yes, that happened just now to me . God, is that a sign?
But it soon turns to contentment again. contented to be his friend , but wanting so much more.
right sereeeeeny? LOL JC.
Today, went jammmmming. with matt and sam after school.
Im lazy to blog wakaka it was fun laah, crapping slacking around like usual ;D
kayyys, BYEEEEE .

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

And i have freaking no idea why i like you. I just do. Shit.
Anyway. Today had choir sian choir but choir ! Had ensemble was super scary i think i really freaked out pitches were unstable cos i was trembling like. non stop oh the horrors.
Today a miniature moth flew into my room onto the seventeen mag i was reading. I JUMPED AND FREAKED OUT. yes, over a teeny weeny moth. cos i hate hate absolutely detest dragonflies butterflies moths. ewwwws.
Also Bieber. Hate HATE HATE bieber ! They played like bieber's songs like 374645291475 times (yeah im exaggerating) and i was attacked, LIKE REALLY ATTACKED by bieber fans. just because i freaking depise bieber. whats wrong with you guys bieber aint even hot today it was deduced that even keith is more handsome than bieber. OMG LAH .
so yeah. looking forward, really to zonal bonding on sat ^^ cant wait.
kayys, BYEEE .

Monday, May 24, 2010

hurt

And you dont know how much it hurts when you don't reply . It feels like im being rejected.
I know its not the case, you dont need to reply me and all but.
it still hurts. cos no im not confident and i need reassurance. But i cant just demand for it just like that. I'm scared. really.
I'll still be waiting;

Sunday, May 23, 2010

nations will come

Today was fun ^^
went to meet people at church, but than matt had something important to do, so we waited in kenneth's car for like a while, AND IT WAS FREAKINGHOT HOTHOTHOT. omg lah. its his grandmama's car, what do you expect? but hip grandmama :D
anyway, matt and noah soon came to join us, and we ate at kovan's kfc. where josh and sam joined us :D
Apparently, i became the "unbreakable truster" LOL. anyway we crapped like usual. and had fun ^^ (p.s. im gonna use a lot of 'fun' in this post, cos today was awesome ^^)
wakakakaka, after that went to play pool. okay, maybe the guys went to play pool and we girls watched LOL . I cant play pool. I cant aim my accuracy is epic fail. and plus. as the guys said, girls are made to watch guys play -.- okay like whatever lah.I entertained myself by using kenneth's DSLR lol. hahahaha. Matt's epic face !
From there, we went to kenneth's house to JAMJAMJAMJAMJAM. nice nice. i have recordings ! i might post them up on tumblr , so yeah. from there, went to qh house for a while and went to hougang mall's subsub. (yeah denice's catchphrase again ^^)
HAHAHA i needed to pee so badly cos of the stuff i drank at kenneth's house, so yeah i just jumped out of the car and ranranran to the toilet ! LOL. they made up this freaky song man, to the tune of "our time is running out"
"celia needs to go pee, she needs to go and pee. She needs to reaally pee, she needs to pee badly. Her time is running out...etcetc."
LOL LAH . damn lame. okay so we ate dinner and went to fetch Jiayan (i think her name's spelt like that) and went to Indoor Stadium for GDOP ! was awesome. worship was aweome. Except the songs wernt that nice :( but. hais, oh well.
Left a bit early, during the closing prayer, to go eat yoguru ^^ yum yum yoghurt. Today i learnt that chips and yoghurt dont mix well in your tummy...damn !
hahaa, than homed :D i failed at dancing :(( awwwws.
okayys, thats about it. LOL today was awesomely funnn. oh i left my ipod in kenneth's car :((
OKAYYS BYEEEE !
Friday was a relief, the meeting went well :)
Dont get me wrong, i still hate being the SC. i wanna slack some more damnit. Im just not cut out for this kind of leadership role siannnns :(
Anyway, weent out for dinner with Jael, Matt, WJ, Queky and Sam on fri night, wanted to go jammmingggg but awwwws. full house lah :( hahaha.
Today was, well , normal? i guess. im kinda sleeeepy now Zzz. nothing to blog lah.
im glad everythings like falling back into place again :D and today i learn . that i actually CAN get that tingly tingly idkwhattodowhenimwithyou feeling everyone talks about and i actually CAN get jealous. surprise surprise man. There goes my boasts about being indifferent about "this sort of thing". WTH LAH ! celia get a grip on yourself.
wahahahaha. anyway. its late and im gonna sleep.
kayyys BYEEEE !

Thursday, May 20, 2010

I can finally post about my results :)
Not as good as my expectations maybe ? i wanted 6 A1s, kinda impossible i know but whatever lah it doesnt hurt to think BIGGG.
Anyway. I got 4 A1s, which i guess aint THAT bad. I have 1 A2, 1 B3 and a freakng C6.
Counted my L1R5, and its 9 :D which i guess is nottt badddd? IDK. lolol.
anyway. I failed my SS. YES I FAILED MY SS HAHAHA THE IRONY IS I STUDIED FOR SS THE LONGEST ALMOST EVERYTHING ELSE IS THE DAY BEFORE STUDY WAKAKAKA ! damn shit right.
so yeah, i got 51/100 for combined humans aka a C6.
wakakaka. A B3 for chinese, an A2 for english, and an A1 for everything elseeee. :D yay.
Im kinda disappointed at my english, i guess i could have put in more effort in the summary ( i finished 20 mins early) and also the compo...(i was practically crapping. but i liked how it came out so....haha not really much regrets ^^) so yeah.
Anyway. me and denice finished concert proposal :) i feel. well. relieved ;D
sectionals went really well, for me. But not much productiveness? PEOPLE PLEASE PLEASE DO YOUR HW ! revisereviserevise !
okayyys, thats about it, byeeeeee!

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

I really really want straight As for my report card , except chinese. (DUH which i omg-ly passed ^^)
by As, i mean A1s. Damn gonna be hard? cos english i really need my paper 1 to pull me up and humans ? DUN EVEN TALK ABOUT IT *sniffs* please god. straight As pleaseeeeee , pretty please with a cherry on top ?
YAY I almost DID FINISH MY MUSICIANSHIP PROPOSAL ! yayyyyys.
i kinda neeed help though, for a bit of the planning part, i smsed ishan she never reply me T.T siannnn :(
idk lah, i tmr ask the SL's opinions wakakaka.
Im not gonna post up my results until i get everything man. I dont want false hopes :D
hmmmms. Im really bored and sleeeepy and bored. damn, i really need more colour in my life. like really. damn ! im so kinda sick of doing the same old things everyday : sleep eat computer go out school cca.
If only everyday had worship ^^ now that'll be awesome. Its like worship is the BEST thing i look forward to in my life. like really really. its even better than going out, and definitely better than shopping. I guess thats for me though, im not really a shopper. Like ahemahem. Yes denice im talking about you you nowbankruptwoman.
Somebody give me something niceee to do ! like as nice or nicer than worship pleaseeeee.
and now. im gonna get my much needed sleeeeep Zzz . Exam, YES EXAMS , they are freaking coming soon and i neeeeeeeeed to use this time preciously for my precious SLEEEEP. (cos obviously exam times will be like chiongggging last min all the way sian.)
kayyys, byeeeee !

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

corn soup

YES CORN SOUP IS OUR RED BULL ;D
yeows people. Today is HBL but i have choir later.
I cant log into heymath , cos i cant remember my password.
Im not gonna do chinese. DUH. and theres one more random subject? HAH so much for HBL damnit. im not gonna do anything. lol;
Thank the lord, i can say everything's falling back to place again. Not totally, but quite.
kayys, nothing much to blog about :D but yeah .
kayys, BYEEEE.

Monday, May 17, 2010

I feel really lucky man thank god :D
I managed to scrape an A1 for both bio and emath yayyy esp with last min studying the day before for bio :))
hahahahaha.
Today went to watch Ipman with matt. Damn nice the show, i mean in my opinion lah. Except for the part where the ass american killed the awesome wj like guy. HAHA, the hongggg shi fu :( awwws. i covered my eyes during that part :D
Stupid ass american went to say " GET THIS YELLOW PIECE OF FAT PUT OF MY SIGHT" wth lah . damn. HAHAHA .
kayys, today nth much lah. i cnt go sentosa tmr ;(
rightos, BYEEEE.

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Oceans will part

OMG todays worship was awesome :)
we sang this freaking nice song called "oceans will part" and BAM. super nice piano intro, super nice guitar solo ( HEARTS ) and super nice lyrics and tune . And damn freaking annointed, half way through the song somehow my whole right arm started shaking. and shaking. and shaking. and shaking. it was kinda scary but enjoyable ? idk how to put lah. hahaha it was good today's worship loveeeee.
some more Sheila went to explain to us the meaning of the song almost cried when she was explaining hahaha. oh and i did cry during alter call. because of the song related prayer . Nice song nice worship nice group. MATT AND GID HEARTS :D i really enjoy singing with you guys damnit. you two crazy retards.
oh and for lit unseeeeen prose? I AM SO DEAD.
i looooked at gid chan's (i find it so wierd to call his name cos i know 2 gids so i call him muthubark hehe) acjc prose handouts and bamz im dead lorh. got requirements to fufill and none of them were fufilled by me. damnit :( saddd sio. hopefully jc and sec sch standard diff lol.
Went to RK house to celebrateee Gid (quek this time) birthday!
HAPPY BDAY FELLOW HOODY GANG MEMBER YOURE FINALLY FIFTEEN LOVE YA LOADS PAL !
wakakakaka . kayyys, BYEEEEE !

Friday, May 14, 2010

Exams today are OVER . not the end of stress, got more stress piling up sian. Actually exams were not even stressed but now being SC and SL of choir is HARD. AND HARD. AND HARD.. AND STRESSSSSS. nothing good can describe it, i wanna be sacretary again. i cant work under pressure *sniffs* i dont know what to do lah was like garbraing around and OMG lah what set standards for choir. idk anymore lah i dun wanna do this still got syf after concert leh. SIANNNN. im not gonna be involved in camp this year. i . dont. want. to.
Just now let myself loose went to slack with matt and qh at kovan den serangoon garden frolicks (YUM i had been craving that since this morning omg lah) and finally amk hub which is absolutely boring sian. Wanted to go k-box but in the end it was a freaking 25 bucks per person OMG LAH wth .
im dreading choir. i really really dun wanna be SC. please lord man please make it better im praying.
Kayyys BYEEEEE !

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Oh and by the way, i don't love you, like i did yesterday.
Yes, let me shout it out to the big Big world.
" IM OVER YOU LIKE AFTER SEVEN MONTHS."
yesyesyes, it, well. just happened. was walking home and i asked myself were you really the one i would want to walk me home and hold my hand? surprise surprise, the answer is NO. NO. NO. NO. NO.
yay me right? Sometimes , no all the time, love is super dee duper irritating .
i dont like you anymore so lets all shout hallejulah.

The unseen

And i laugh in sacarsm when others start celebrate at the end of their last paper while i await the struggles i shall face because of the unseen.
Today was chem, phrased really difficult to understand but do-able, thank the lord.
And there was literature, with confusion at the start cos we were given the wrong paper. Anyway, satisfied with my essay ;D studying paid off, i wrote a two page and one quarter long essay with 5 core themes yay me :D accomplished.
Tomorrows the unseen. and im kinda scared. Who knows whats the diff between metaphor and simile? I know patsi goh went through this a million times (remember Bon jovi's what monday blue and diceee song?) but somehow they fail to remain in my head WHYYYYY .
Today went to Denice's house and crapped out. Wanted to watch moulin rogue but somehow we became too lazy and chose to stay in the aircon room instead hahahaha. Accompanied Denice to go cut her hair, omg cuteness overdose with her new bangs i tell you. She looks amazing :D
kayyys, BYEEEEE . wish me luck for tmr's unseen :)

Tuesday, May 11, 2010


Easter Drama :D
Oh, we saw THE samantha at pizzahut on saturday ^^
the one that got caught in between matt and reuben, just like in the play haha !
-Condensation reaction is a chemical reaction where two molecules combine together to form a larger molecule, with the removal of a water molecule.
-Hydrolysis is a chemical reaction where a water molecule breaks down a complex substance into simpler substances.
NUTRIENTS :
-Nutrients are important for living organisms because they are crucial to cell division, growth, metalbolism, repair and mantainence of health.
-Nutrients can be divided into two groups : ORGANIC which contain carbon, consist of the proteins,fats,carbohydrates and vitamins and the INORGANIC which does not contain carbon, consist of water and mineral salts.
CARBOHYDRATES :
- Carbohydrates are made up of carbon, oxygen and hydrogen, where the ration of hydrogen to oxygen atoms will always be 2:1.
-Carbohydrates are good sources of energy, 1 gram of carbohydrates can provide an average of 16 KJ of energy.
-Carbohydrates can be divided into three groups : MONOSACCHARIDES (simple sugars), DISACCHARIDES (double sugars) and POLYSACCHARIDES (complex carbohydrates).
-Carbohydrates are used as substrates for the synthesis of other organic compounds, and also as substrates for respiration which provides energy for cellular activities. It is also a key component in supporting structures such as the cell wall and also a main component in nectar which is found in flowers. Carbohydrates are also needed for the synthesis of natural lubricants, e.g. mucus and for the synthesis of nucleic acids e.g. DNA.
-Monosaccharides can be split into three groups. First, Glucose which is found in all animals and in the laves of plants. Second is Frutose which is found in fruit and vegetables, honey and rarely found in animals. Lastly is Galactose which is found in mammalian milk, fruits and vegetables and the hydrolysis of lactose.
-Disaccharidess are also split into 3 groups. First is Maltose, which is formed by the condensation reaction of two glucose molecules, and found in sprouting grains and the hydrolysis of starch and glycerol in animals. Second is Sucrose, which is formed by the condensation reaction of one glucose molecule and one frutose molecule, and found in sugarcane stems, sweet fruits, storage roots and not found in mammals. Finally, there is Lactose which is formed by the condensation reaction of a glucose molecule and a Galactose molecule, and found in mammalian milk.
-Polysaccharides are split in three groups as well. First is starch, which is formed by thousands of glucose molecules arranged in long, straight or branched chains, and are produced and stored in plants. Secondly is Glycerol, which is made up of chains of glucose molecules that are highly branched, and are produced and stored in animals. Finally theres cellulose which are made up of staright chains of glucose molecules, arranged differently from starch, found in cell walls and fibre which is part of a mammal's diet.
-Sugars can be converted into other forms for storage. In plants, its is converted to starch and stored in leaves and storage organs. In animals, it is converted to either glycerol, which is stored in the liver and muscles, or to fats, which is stored around the abdomen or kidney, and under the skin. Starch and Glycerol are ideal storage materials as they are insouluble in water, which means that they wont affect the water potential of the cells. They are aslo easily hydrolysed to glucose. They are compressed molecules thus they take up less space and also they are large, and easy to retain in the cell as they are too large to pass through the cell membrane.
-Benedict solution is a blue solution containing copper (ii) sulphate which is used to test for reducing sugars. When boiled, the reducing sugars will reduce the copper (ii) in the benedicts solution to a precipitate of copper (i) oxide. If the solution turns from blue to green, there is a trace amt of reducing sugar. If the solution turns from bllue to yellow or orange precipitate, there is a moderate amt of reducing sugar. If the solution turns from blue to orange red or brick red precipitate, there is a large amt of reducing sugar.
-The iodine test is used to detect for the presence of Starch. Any substance containing starch will turn the iodine solution to a blue-black colour.
FATS :
-Fats are made up of oxygen, hydrogen and carbon.
-Fats are insouluble in water.
-Fats are synthesised by the body, but can also be obtained from the food we eat.
-A fat molecule is made up of a glycerol backbone with three fatty acid chains.
-Fats are good sources of energy; When burned, fats give out twice as much energy as carbohydrates.
-Fats can be split into two groups : SATURATED and UNSATURATED, which can be further divided into POLYUNSATURATED and MONOUNSTAURATED.
-Saturated fats have only carbon-hydrogen bonds, no carbon-carbon bonds, which means that one carbon atom is bonded to a maximum number if hydrogen atoms. The fatty acid chains are straight. They are solid in room temperature, serves as an energy reserve and also is usually found with carbohydrates. However, when taken excessively with carbohydrates, it might cause coronary heart disease or gallstones. Saturated fats are found in most animal sources, coconut milk, coconut oil, palm oils, Hydrogenated vegetable oils, dessert creamers and toppings.
-Monounsaturated fats have one carbon-carbon bond in a fatty acid unit. The fatty acid chains have one bent place, and is usually found in nut and vegetable oils.
-Polyunsaturated fats have more than one carbon -carbon bonding in he fatty acid unit, and the fatty acid chains have more than one bent place. It is liquid in room temperature, and serves as a energy reserve. It also helps reduce cholestrol levels in the blood. It is found in soybeans, grain/cereal products, fish, fish oil and seafood.
-Fats are used for energy storage and as a source of energy. Fats help reduce water loss at the skin surface, and is a solvent for fat soluble vitamins and vital substances. Fats is an important component in cell membranes and acts as an insulating layer to reduce heat loss.
-The emulsion test is used to test for fats. Ethanol and water is added fats and a white emulsion will form.
PROTEINS :
- Proteins are made up of oxygen, hydrogen, carbon, nitrogen and sometimes sulphur. Proteins are made up of amino acids.
-These amino acids are joined together by peptide bonds which will form polypeptides.
-These polypeptides will than join together forming longer chains of amino acids. One or more of these chains might fold together and form proteins, which have 3D structures.
-The proteins are held together by weak hydrogen bonds which can be easily overcome by heat or chemicals. Once these bonds are broken, the protien will denature.
-The sequence of amino acids are very specific; if the sequence change the shape and function of the protein will also change.
-Animal sources of protein include eggs, milk, meat and seafood. Plant sources include grains, nuts, soybeans, peas and beans.
-Proteins are used for the synthesis of antibodies to combat diseases and also for the synthesis of haemoglobin. Proteins are the main components in enzymes and several hormones and also used for the overall growth and repair of the body cells and tissue.
-The Biuret test is used to test for proteins. It is a blue solution containing sodium hydroxide and copper (ii) sulphate. The solution will turn violet if there are proteins and will turn pink if there are short chained polypeptides.
WATER :
-Water makes up 70% of our body mass.
-Water in animals is used as a way to regulate body heat through sweating, used as a solvent or a mediun for metabolic or chemical reactions, used in the hydrolysis of fats proteins and carbohydrates, transport dissolved substances within the body, and is the main component of protoplasm and body fluids.
-water in plants is a raw material for photosynthesis, helps gives plant cells their turgidity, and help plants keep upright. It also transports mineral salts from the roots to the leaves through the xylem, and food substances from the leaves to the other parts of the plants through the phleom.
-Water is lost in animals through breathing, sweating, shitting and urinating. In plants through transpiration.
-The amt of water needed is based on the environmental conditions, state of health and activity level.
AHHHHHH super long. it kinda works ya know revising everything on the blog ;D
biologicial molecules im finally done and so so so happy. YAY.
Today maths paper was freaking difficult idk about others but to me it is compared to last exam that mr chng set shitzzz why take mercy on me please.
I lost a freaky 13 marks ald due to questions i just skipped cos no matter how long i stared at them i couldnt seem to solve them, and im talking about you you merciless graphs. oh and one random area question.
Tomorrow's bio. imnotprepared im only stuck at carbohydrates but I SWEAR I WILL FINISH IT TODAY. I MUST AND I WILL. TAKE MERCY ON ME PLEASE YOUR HIGHNESS BIOLOGY.
kayys, byeeeeeeees.

Monday, May 10, 2010

Omgomgomg i cant believe THE KILLER SUBJECT is over : byebye history ! byebye stalin even though i still love you dont come back again :D
Only one more damn subject left : BIO. and i still cant find my freaking lit book.
Today : maths and Bio. jyjy hopefully i'll complete it HAHA .
today was spent randoming about in thompson plaza with elephants that sound suspiciously like yudas screaming and yummy lego blocks, not that they're edible or anything :( okay lame joke idk whats going on with me sleepy Zzz wakakaka.
kayyys, BYEEEEE !

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Communism was introduced in the early 20th century by a german thinker namer Karl Marx. He thought that workers would rise up against the rich, overthrow the goverment and create a society where wealth was equally shared among the people. In 1898, the social democratic party was set up. In 1903, it split up into two groups : The bolsheviks and the mensheviks. The bolsheviks were led by lenin who wanted to seize power by force, while the mensheviks wanted to bring about a gradual change.
One reason for the rise of communism in russia would be because of the impacts of world war 1 and the fall of the Tsar. Most russians want ed the tsar to end the war because of poor living conditions. There was a food and coal shortage. Furthermore, the repeated defeats of the russian army demoralised them. The tsar was blamed for the poor performance of the russian army, especially after he decided to take direct command in 1915. The russian soldiers, who were poorly eqquiped and fed deserted, and the tsar lost respect. There was also a high demand for a fairer distribution of land and food. There were food shortages, which resulted in increasing food prices and this caused riots. The tsar soon steeped down as he did not have the support of his people or the army.
Another reason for the rise of communism was the failure of the provisional government, which replaced the tsar. The provisional government chose to keep russia in world war 1, which meant that the goverment used resources that could have been used to improve the lives of the russians. Furthermore, the russian soldiers were getting demoralised from the constant defeats and support for the bolsheviks soon grew. The provisional army failed to carry out land reforms as many members of the provisional government were rich landowners who either delayed or stopped the redistribution of land. This caused the peasants to riot and the government were unable to stop them. Lastly, the government also had to deal with the increasing influence of the soviets, who promised the russians what they wanted.
The third reason would be the 1917 revolution. In july 1917, the bolsheviks incited riots and the provisional government failed to arrest Lenin who fled to finland. General Kornilov of the russian army also tried to overthrow the provisional government. The government were unable to stop him and his troops and therefore turned to the bolsheviks for help. The bolsheviks were able to help the provisional government, hoewever this showed that the provisional goverment was weak and that the bolsheviks were the ones who held true power. In october 1917, the bolsheviks over threw the provisional government and a communist regime was established.
The last reason would be the Bolshevik's victory in the civil war. The bolsheviks still did not have the support of most of the russians, and fought a civil war with the social revolutionaries, the weaalthy landowners who lost their land, the army and navy officers who were against the terms of the treaty of Brest-litovsk, the monarchists and other conservatives. The red army was united and disciplined, however the enemies found difficulty in uniting their forces. After 3 years, the bolsheviks won and this led to the rise of communism in russia.
Im done with memorising history, finally. i feel so freakingly accomplished ;D
One reason why Stalin was able to rise to power was because of his advantageous position in the communist party. His role as Party Secretary was important beacuse it was a sign of lenin's favour. As party secretary, stalin had authority over more than 700 officials. He also controlled all party appointments, promotions and demotions. He also made sure that the local trade unions, coorperatives and army units were led by loyal communists, who were responsible to stalin in all cases. Even the secret police came under Stalin. Stalin's position allowed him to appoint his supporters to influential postions while Trotsky was busy fighting the civil war. Furthermore, Trotsky was considered complacent and arrogant because he only drew hiss supporters from a narrow base : The youths, the students and the red army. This caused Trotsky to not have much support from the party members.
Another reason why Stalin was able to rise to power was because of his easily understood political ideas. Stalin mantained that socialism was possible within one country. This meant that russia would be the world's shining example of socialism until a world revolution took place. Stalin was born into a lower class family, and thus he was able to relate to and understand the needs of the people. Furthermore, Stalin's idea of "socialism within one country" was more easily understood than Trotsky's idea of spreading communism to the other parts of the world. As more people were able to understand what Stalin was conveying, stalin was able to gain more support than his rival trotsky. Trotsky's idea also seemed to imply that russia would be involved in more fighting. The russians felt that stalin's idea was more practical and chose to support him instead.
The third reason for Stalin's rise to power was because of the development of the cult of Lenin. After Lenin's death, Stalin tried to show that he was close to lenin. This was because Lenin was a widely respected figure, and by doing so, Stalin hoped to gain the support of Lenin's supporters. Lenin's body was enbalmed and displayed. Stalin also presented himself as Chief mourner. This caused lenin's supporters to see stalin as a man who was true to lenin right until the end and stalin was able to gain support from them. Trotsky, on the other hand, was not evven present for Lenin's funeral as Stalin gave him the wrong date. Trotsky's absence from the funeral was deemed as an act of disrespect for lenin. This allowed Stalin to present himself in a more positive light than trotsky and he was able to gain the support he needed to rise to power.
Lastly, Stalin's political maneuvers allowed him to rise to power. Stalin made use of the rival groups in the party. He coorperated with Kamenev and Zinoviev to get rid of Trotsky. Once trotsky was removed, he joined with bukharin to get rid of kamenev and zinoviev. Stalin emphasized on the fact that they voted against the insurruction in 1917. Once they were dealt with, stalin went against bukharin. With trotsky exiled, lenin dead, kamenev, zinoviev and bukharin taken care of, stalin was now ready to take over the USSR. Eventually, there was no real challenge, and thus stalin was able to emerge as the unchallenged ruler of the USSR.
Purely from memory :D half an hour friday, half an hour today .
Everything except the name Bukharin which is totally ugh.

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Saturday

I always get the feeling of dread on saturday nights instead of sunday nights cos i means that the most awesome day of the week is over.
i love saturdays.
saturdays are days where i get to spend time with all my lovely people and also the day where i get to see you :)
Today was fun in cell ! were discussing about zonal bonding and booofs. Joe was super epic. His pants so tight still want go do split omg lah. and he's scared of mosquitoes. and he's once a ballet dancer. LOL.
Argued with josh lim over his epic horniness, he was so embarassed by the fact that i caught him out that he messed his words up. What on earth is misunderstooding? LOL :B
dinner-ed at pizzahut which has the most fail service ever, we waited like more than half an hour for our freaking food damn them lah lack of man power go hireeeeee !
Went to serangoon gardens with matt and qh to eat frolick youghurt yummm. Now i have to study shitty history but yay sam for his awesome awesome notes im partially saved.
okayyys, BYEEEE !

Friday, May 7, 2010

SS. is. finally. over. and im so freaking glad i studied population yayyys.
I finished the paper on the dot , so i was like writing my fulls stop when the cher' was saying ' PUT DOWN UR PENS." yeahhhh i feel quite satisfied but i know im gonna fail it. SS's just aint my thing man.
After the paper ate my tomyum maggi :D it tastes so just like my primary school's, each time i eat it brings me feelings of nostalgia awwwwws.
Went to Bishan popular and library to get history book and moulin rogue script respectively. BOTH DONT HAVE T.T saddddd, so huili and sharm went to amk library to get moulin rogue while i bused to heartland mall get my hist tb. YAY FINALLY CAN STUDY THAT STUPID STALIN I TELL YOU.
Went to macs to slack with bimbo,matt,belle,jael,sam,quek. wahahaha suppposed to study but in the end only gideon studied -.- zomg. played would you rather ^^
Found out wj has fetishes for fat, muscles, legs, hair. and Jael ;D .
Oh yeah !
me and huili came up with THE : HIPPOTYMIC.
A creature made up of maggots, hair oil, hair sweat, lice, dandruff ETCETC.
An example of such a creature is : SHARMINI APHRODITE yayyy.
wakakaka, kayyys BYEEEE !
btw, i cannnot finish wz homework by next monday, impossssible i tell you.

Thursday, May 6, 2010

Today on the bus to piano lesson i realised that im rather attracted to JC life wow. There were serangoonjc,meridianjc,tampines jc,SAJC (yeahh dream jc) students everywhere on that bus today. And i couldnt help stareeeeeeeeeee at them. and wonder. JC or laselle. why cant i do freaking both? T.T
todays MT paper was killer.
2 hours was too freaking long and zomg i slept almost all my time away weeeeee. i'm dead for my chinese. CONFIRM.
tomorrow's SS. shit. Shit? yeah shit.
kayys, BYEEEE .

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Accomplishments

I feel really really accomplished ya know.
like, really. even though I KNOW everyone of you will call me slacker wahahaha i still feel accomplished.
CHEM , check. SS, (yes finally), check. BIO, i finally started. yay me.
Theres still lit, and theres still ugh hhist. tomorrow i shall get my lit book back from wanyi who know how it got into her hands in the first place, and im gonna get a hist book from popular.
Oh yeah. im gonna ACE THIS EXAM :D (mannnn false hopes)
Anyway, i memorised the freaking format for formal letter already yay me thanks to terry ;D
anddddd. i cant wait for exams to be over over over over over over no more scaryscary bio and hist and SS and chem and omg stuffs. even lit is scary. oh and shit summary scared as hell. All my summary assignments this year out of 15 points to take out of the passage i only took out 7 like a freaking fail. Its all my language pull me upUpUP!
Please god, let me do well for midyears :D prettyplease with a cherry on top. Thank god, Amen.
kayys, BYEEEE !

Monday, May 3, 2010

This morning my alarm woke me up at 8am and you know what ? ur freaking smile was the first thing i picture.
WHAT THE HELL its never happened before. shit you you know, seriously.
Anyway, i finally completed my yamato nadeshiko shichi henge drama :D yayyyyy ! its so super dee duper niceeeeee.
adds on to my favourite j-dramas together with nodame cantabile and love shuffle hahahaha XD
Uchi Hiroki is super uber uber hottttt in the show zomg.
Okay . I hate studying. I hate studying SS and Bio.
everything else is an A-ok cos basically im done with chem. i find no motivation to even touch my freaking bio and SS is so hard to memorise with all those chim wordddds :(
E.G. A stake for all, opportunities for everyone.
"This principle aims to provide an inclusive society where citizens feel a sense of belonging and ownership."
HARDDDDDD ! especially where my study style is basically chanting the notes . OHNO.
celiayoucandoit.youcandoit.youcandoit.youcandoit.
oh shitzzz i just remembered history the bookstore has ran out of TB stocks and the exams next monday and NOPE i havent even touch on freaking stalin ah my idol.
in my opinion, Stalin was essential in what russia is today : an advanced state.
Hitler was practically useless in Germany. honestly.
kayyyys, BYEEEE !

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Now im feeling better and i can talk about my day :D
Stacia's wedding this morning wahahaha ! SHE SO CHIOOOOO zomg. and it was so sweeeet man. i was like almost tearing but everyone was there so... haha. But omg lah, it was super sweeet, Andy ( her husband) was like singing for her her favourite song mannnn.
After that , somehow, Joel wanted Matt to sing for worship and he just dragged me along. I like worship :D we always get to meet and work with new people and new standards and new experiences lol. Today we sang with Kenneth Edlyn and Melody. At first i was skeptical cos i was wearing a dress above my knees and stuff but i guess no problem with that so just went on stage and whaaaaack. My solo in my opinion sucked and i felt really down about it but than the guy in charge, James i think his name was, said it was good except for some "over emotional" words which was like above my expectation so yeah. PHEW .
Worship always make me sleeeeeeeepy. idk why man.
Anyway cell was, i guesss, okay. We just talked about our lives today and i told everyone about the wonderful MCBETH scene wahahaha ! i think i elaborated too much hehe.
Dinner-ed at Macs. Guess who we met. G. yes, G! (explains my previous post.) and he kicked my chair and called me muthubark. I didnt hear him but than, i soon reallised. awwws. But meeting him left me down the whole night. ;( why so sad huh u tell me. shit him lah ! really cant wait to sing with him again.
Than on the way to the park, i was like " i really really want them to come to the park..." and suddenly justina was like " there's them !" and they were like right beside us. OMG. okay maybe not really beside but within hearing distance. what if he heard heard heard ? and know know know ? okay, whatever god wants will happen. so no worries yay.
After that went J8 for yami yoghurt :D and i beacme emo. because of stupid G.
anyway, i didnt study today as well TOMRROW AND MONDAY CHOIOOOOOONG AH !
kayys, byeeee !
I won't let you make me cry.
I won't let myself shed a single tear for you.
I won't let my heart shatter because of you.
Cos you're not worth it. Shit who am i kidding, perhaps only myself. Illusions illusions .
How can you expect me not to cry when the only person i want to care for me cant give a shit what happens to me?
The only person who i want to hang out with doesnt even glance my way?
You made me think tonight. We met, at macs coincidentally. hell, who really cared? nobody except me i bet.
and i realize even if the whole world turns against me perhaps the only person i want by my side is you.
Nobody except you.
But you dont like me that way. Im sure of it. When i see people hold hands and do all those kind of lover stuffs, i feel. yes, jealous. i keep thinking of you and me but i know it will never be.
get out of my head please. i don't want to lower down everything just because of a freaking guy. cos ure not worth it. or so i wish.
i like you .