Concert's tmr. and im feeling really excited, nervous and everything. AH THE ANTICIPATIONS KILLING ME!
so i thought today's rehearsal was quite fruiteful ^^ yayness. except for stewpeed-ness and all. but yeah.
bwaahahaha, today i got reminded of smth i will never have. and i felt awkward, im just not used to such things anymore. Like i havent even felt it in 74653876 years. But i felt it again. And im not used to it! it rendered me speechless. It made me think of all th things i dont have. and made me think of what i really want. And reminded me of all the hurt i felt and received. Its kinda ironic how the same place could be a place of bliss for some, but hell for others, like me.
nevermind, i'll grow up strong independent ^^ i think. God will guide me through ;)
kayys, wish me luck for tmr's concert ! Byeeeee!

Suddenly i feel like second-place.

And im thinking back to the past; i might have been happier eh? Now that i think about it. But circumstances brought me here, and i guess i should just embrace it, put my feelings aside.

Chill celia, jealousy is normal.human.feelings. Or is it? *gulps* i dont like this feeling its scary.

I mean, if you're really over it i guess it wont hurt anymore right? But if you say it still hurts...than.

I suddenly dont feel so confident anymore .

After school today, i feel that i just woke up from a really nice dream and that im back oin reality.

Everything that happened in hols feels like a dream, a really good awesome dream which im suddenly awoken from and faced with horrible reality : school.

well at least this fantasy ended off well :D Yesterday was such an awesome day and last night ARGENTINA VS MEXICO 3;1 olehhhh ^^ A for argentina A for awesomeness! XDXD

so today had school with sucky subjects... kinda.

but time passed fast ^^ which is kinda awesome. But i feeel back to norm again, like nothing special really happened when it did! DAMN suddenly what Hitomi told me starts to make a lot of sense. A lot a lot of sense. Woah its kinda scary. Kayys, BYEEE!

Omg today was so awesome we went to watch tooy story three and its like faggoty awesome i dont care im gonna go watch it again in 3DDDDDDDD whooots~

from 9.20am of today officially the awesomeness started :D and it lasted alll the way til now bwahahaha i had the awesomenest time and NOAH you still havent tell us who you likey! NOT COOL DUDE NOT COOL ^^

so went to second service, and i had fun there too ^^ bwahahahaha and went to eat yoshinoya. speaking of that, i still owe queky 4.50 SIAN TTM but sam and noah still owe me money so... and NOBODY PAID FOR THE TICTS YET WTHHHHH i neeeed the cash damnit awwwws.

alrighty, went to cathay, wanted to watch there but heck SOLD OUT and that was what i was trying to tell everyone yet they all ignored me. SEE THIS IS WHAT YOU GET FOR IGNORING THE AWESOME CELIA AWWWS. but anyway, cabbed all the way to kallang to watch and i feel in love with woody today he's just so awesome ^^anyway the movie was freaking good its like a freaking must watch. And i still wanna go watch ateam awwwws.

bwahahahaha okayys tmr school reopens and im dreading every single moment of it. Holidays have been like a dream come true, every single day almost like a fairytale and i dont want it to end. But the hols ended off great ^^ and tmr. BACK TO WORK CELIA D:

kayys, byeeeeee!

Today is a saturday and that means there was church and yes there was worship duty :D yay.

However worship's key was so freaking high i started the song in my freaking falsetto omg lah like im just so tired after that sian. Left church early to go watch na's concert! ^^ bwahahaha. Watching it left me so hyped up for this wed's concert! IM JUST SO FREAKING EXCITED NOW OMG I JUST CANT WAIT AHHHHHHHHH! lol.

Bwahahaha, saw the new term's timetable and omg lah. i mean its not bad or anything, but. IM GONNA START OFF THE WEEK WITH CHINESE MEANING WZ FACE MEANING HELL MEANING TORTURE MEANNING I JUST WANNA GO ZZZZ oh th horrors. what a way to start off the new term siannnnn 0.0

lol i pity those amath students though. They have maths every.single.day.omg.how.are.they.gonna.survive??? woah. anyway did anyone tell you im a sadist? SO IN YOUR FACES HAHAHAHA SEE I SO SMART GO TAKE LIT WHERE WE'RE GONNA WATCH SHAKESPHERE BWAHAHAH ^^ sadism ftw! :DD

kayyys, byeeees.

oh my freaking goodmits i just killed, no squashed a freaking moth, YES A MOTH, the one thing i fear and hate the most, using my brand news 8 days magazine and hell im freaking out like mad now. Hyperventilating.

dont judge me, everyone has his or her own fears! And moths just happen to be one of mine rawr. *shudders*

Magic

Photos from church camp ^^ More coming soon, creditted to Kenneth :D