Concert's tmr. and im feeling really excited, nervous and everything. AH THE ANTICIPATIONS KILLING ME!
so i thought today's rehearsal was quite fruiteful ^^ yayness. except for stewpeed-ness and all. but yeah.
bwaahahaha, today i got reminded of smth i will never have. and i felt awkward, im just not used to such things anymore. Like i havent even felt it in 74653876 years. But i felt it again. And im not used to it! it rendered me speechless. It made me think of all th things i dont have. and made me think of what i really want. And reminded me of all the hurt i felt and received. Its kinda ironic how the same place could be a place of bliss for some, but hell for others, like me.
nevermind, i'll grow up strong independent ^^ i think. God will guide me through ;)
kayys, wish me luck for tmr's concert ! Byeeeee!
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