Damn

No motivation No motivation No motivation.

to study, duh. DUH ZIYAN DUH !

anyway yah, should i skip studying today ? perhaps, maybe i just do maths later or smth. shit my bio's gonna dieeeeee i think i chiong on sunday :( saddds. damn, plus monday is a public hol so yeah.

Just came back from somerset 313 i bought my dress yay for tmr Stacia's wedding wakakaka.

ANYWAY.

Happy belated birthday Weijie, may you stay forever bimbotic and retarded and let me pull your long sleeved shirt so long that it reaches jurong. Nah. waste my time and effort only hope you enjoyed your bday !

Also to Gordon, whose bday's tmr ;D happy earrly bday manzzzz stay forever cute and NO YOURE NOT A NORMAL PERSON :O ohno.

LOL, kayyys byeeee !

I know im gonna fail my chinese oral no doubts about that you should have seen the face of that teacher who was testing me omg super disdainful i almost laugh.

Anyway. Im never good at conversing in mandrin so nobody can blame me WAKAKAKA so there i say this cos im awesome and chinese aint that awesome, not as awesome as me lah.

kayys, Mcbeth was nicer than expected. I bet if i could actuallu UNDERSTAND what the actors were talking i would have enjoyed the play more. But the guy who died after the king is kinda hot :D

Oh and that freaking explicit scene. I have no comments man but i know it kinda jolted everyone awakeee.

If I ever do have one, my first gig will be at Raffles hotel jubilee hall, its such a nice place man. So rustic ;D

kayys, BYEEE !

Fever

I swear if this continues man my body will soon evolve to adapt to doing maths and study in a fever.

I guess thats a good thing ?

Today had english oral why so sad, lol i totally forgot about it until today awwws. Anyway had Ms joanne Li i guess she's okay except for the fact i wonder if she really was paying attention to me or not cos one moment she was asking me stuff the next moment she was making friendship bracelets with the visualizer's wires and caused the water bottle to drop awwwws.

But i guess its okay ? i hope lah.

Thats about it, fever fever go away, come again another millenium.

BYEEEE :D

At first i was indifferent just wanted you to stop being the childish bitch that you are , but now you piss me off. How can you even do such a thing, why have you even stooped down to such a low level telling everyone all the false crap just to get people on your side? Make you seem like the angel. I never thought somebody's immaturity can piss me off like that, but yours did. DAMN YOU L.C.Y. I'm not afraid to say your name , cos i didnt spread any false rumours around just to have the spotlight. Only initials though, cos i care for my friend damnit. And all those people who believed her. damn you all man have you learnt nothing in history? Inference and reliability, nothing's really entered your brain huh. You just accept everything this woman spoonfeeds you huh. Fine, someday you'll realise your idiocy, and perhaps you'll miraculously pass your history exam papers.

Seriously, if you got something to say, say it out in her face, not spread stuffs around and post on your fb all these comments we all know that aren't true. Oh, i forgot. You dont have the guts . Guess the juniors have to take the initiative after all, HAH some senior you are man.

Okay, so i don't know why you guys broke up, but you broke up before she and your ex got together. IT WAS THREE MONTHS NOT THREE YEARS you freak with such a wild imagination. so you, dont have any say or rights to comment about this relationship. If you think you're so big, just step out man. Say you're jealous , say you still love your ex.

But no, you gotta blow things up, put the blame on her when you're the only one playing this stupid game , with her being your puppet. You just gotta be a hypocrite. In a nutshell, a childish immature bitch, living in her own world, who knows whats going on in that fathead of yours.

For your own good, i hope you wake up soon. and move on from the past. Let go.

Two words : GROW UP.

You and your freaking immaturity fails to get on everybody's nerves, i wonder if you know that you're the laughing stock here. Damnit, if you want to be treated as a senior , quit acting like such a childish bitch typing all these false crap on your bloody fb and have the guts to talk things out with her, or maybe you're just too cowardly.

Who could blame you ? You were never in the position to comment on this issue or call anyone bitch anyway. You and your freaking thoughts just got too carried away and perhaps you're doing this all for the attention. You can have your spotlight, nobody's gonna steal it. Maybe you need a wake up call to get your facts right before jumping into conclusions, and spreading shit around.

Seriously, continue to act like that, you'll be outcasted, you can take my word for it.

I did my timetable :D i know i got my time planned out and im confident wahahaha ! YAY .

These tribulations in life only serve to make me stronger , not weaker and no, i'll never resort to the stuff i tried today ever ever again .

No more self harm. Its wrong i hate myself for being so weak. and being so down on myself.

And one day, i can be proud to say im strong cos my heart can never back down, can never shaatter anymore. One day, i'll be able to hold all these feelings inside of me without breaking, so i wont hurt anyone else anymore.

I never said this before, but i really love you, i really do, even if i dont show it or say.

i love you and i mean every little word i say .

Thanks Denice for cheering me up ! and to Mund, cos you played an indirect cheering-up role LOL .

P.S i mean Mund and her talking to herself on fb hehehee.

Hey peeeps i feel so guilty man i havent been studying for like the past two days and everybody everywhere is like studying way more than me i feel like a complete slackeroo idiot.

Friday after school i went to republic poly, watched isabelle act ;D omg she was super adorable lah

" She called me this so i pushed her like THIS *push girl away hard*" in her super cute voice LOL .

anyway when me and qh were hom-ing, we saw this super cute couple on the train.

Guy : "I tmr buy you flowers okay?"

*girl stands up to leave and the guy grasps her hand*

Girl : "No need lah."

Guy : "I want to leh."

Girl : " Dun need lah ! hahahaha"

then the girl goes out of the train, leaving me and qh to fantasize the rest of the night. WAHAHAHa bamz.

Saturday morn had SS competition, somehow we managed to make it through the first round and we went to the amazing raceee running around randomly through CBD area and town area lol. Me and Mund learnt that CK tangs actually is Curio King Tangs :D niceeee name hahaha !

During the last round ( we didnt make it ) me and mund started reading some random names of the wall of St Marg's sec LOL. and we started laughing like random fools.

Blame it on names like Dean Dumper, Mary Pang/Pong , Lily Lee Chew Chew (-.-), Elizabeth Saw Cheng ee (get it !) and random surnames like cookie and tolly.

Damn funny and the worse was when the guy was presenting his hand was stuck under his armpit for some random reason ! hahahaha !

In the bus me and mund were so crazily noisy that we ppissed the woman sitting in front of us and she had to move -.- GUAI LAN !

lol , kayys BYEEE !

I know its late already and all. but i cant sleep. no mood :( yes i do need a mood to sleep dont ask me why. I only studied like 2 chps of chem and tmr morning will be last min memorise of properties of ionic compounds and covalent molecules but i think it'll be just fine :D

I cant sleep cos my hearts filled with butterflies fluttering everywhere and i have this damn feeling of unease and dread. No, i have no freaking idea why. It feels wierd, but not necessary in a bad way ?

I close my eyes and i dream of things i dun wanna dream of, it scares me. Also, not in a bad way.

Maybe, just maybe, what i've been telling the world is the truth after all.

kayys, BYEEE !

To th sex goddess :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY APHRODITE :D

love ya loads and hope you like ya new bagggg :)

i still owe you like, err 15 pokees/bashes wakakakaka ! Anyway, stay retarded and awesome and balakrishnan and stop siding the ninjas you dumb. but yes, anyway you're the dumbest of them all dont ever ever forget that! Good luck with LONDON and may i play cupid pleaseeeeee? as my second bday pressie to you :) although its more for my own enjoyment wahahaha ! but it IS a winwin situation...wahaha i get my entertainment and you get your guy.

Anyway. Hope at 15 you can FINALLY pass your math and chinese, and perhaps remember who muffin is.

Oh and forgive and forget, im talking about WZ here ;D

lol , once again happy bday sharm !

Summer wars.

I know i should be studying but. i just watched finish my summer wars and it was one hell of a freaking breathtaking experience shitzzz i wanna watch again :D omg it was just. amazing. KUDOS !

anyway yeah. no inspired ? im just gonna memorise one chp of both sciences than Zzz time yay !

anyway yeah. today was nothing much ? shitzzz i remember my letter im not done with it yet ohno . no mood to do though.

was supposed to do in english class today , BUT i did at home ald but forgot to bring, so i wrote a love letter instead which somehow got into the hands of wangzhuo omg. luckily thank the heavens she didnt even read it ;)

yeah had napfa. gold ftw ! free badge oh yeahs im such a cheapo lol.

nothing much already , neeeed to study shit midyears.

kayys BYEEE !

Change

I realise today for real that things has changed over four months.

YES only four freaking months and im already wondering how everything became so so so wierd.

To tell the truth, the only people that havent seem to change are mund and denice, everyone else is. idk.

And looking at brandon and Keith makes me misssssssss 2endeavour so much .

i once thought i could handle change, but i guess i was wrong. Perhaps adapting aint my thing Wake up celia this is 2010 not 2009 quit dwelling on the past.

Look ahead its the midyears you have to do well for the sake of yourself .

30 most satisfying simple pleasures life has to offer

Sleeping In on a Rainy Day– As the rain beats lightly against the window, you nestle your head deeper into your pillow. The sound is soothing and your bed feels like a sanctuary. There is no place you would rather be.
Finding Money You Didn’t Know You Had – You reach into your pocket and find a $20 bill from the last time you wore these jeans. You aren’t rich, but you are richer than you were a second earlier.
Making Brief Eye Contact with Someone of the Opposite Sex – You pass her on the street or in the subway. She glances up at you momentarily, making direct eye contact in a way that seems to communicate a subtle curiosity. For a split second it makes you think… and then it’s gone.
Skinny Dipping – There is something mysteriously liberating about being naked in a body of water. You are naked, but it feels natural, a sense of unrefined freedom.
Receiving a Real Letter or Package via Snail Mail – E-mail has become the primary source of written communication. Most snail mail these days is junk mail. When you check the mail and find a real letter or package from someone you know, excitement overtakes you as you tear into this rare gift.
Making the Yellow Light - It’s one of the most common simple pleasures, the act of beating the pack. As you blaze through the yellow light you glance in your rearview to see all the cars behind you stopping at the red light. Yes! You made it!
Telling a Funny or Interesting, True Story - One of the most enticing roles you lead in life is that of the storyteller. You love to share stories, especially those that will captivate your audience with deep curiosity and humor. There are few things more satisfying than telling a true story that others enjoy listening to.
Seeing a Friend Stumble Over Himself – As you walk across the street with your friend, he fails to accurately address the curb on the other side. He trips and stumbles around momentarily before regaining his footing, then swiftly attempts to play it off like nothing happened. This can be a hilarious sight if the moment is right.
Hearing the Right Song at the Right Moment - It doesn’t matter what the setting is, hearing the right song for that moment is one of those simple pleasures in life that instantly lifts your spirits. You could be driving home from work, hanging out at a bar with friends, or jogging. When the right song rattles your ear drums the entire meaning of life seems crystal clear.
The First Sip of a Beverage When You’re Thirsty – You just finished mowing the lawn or taking a long jog. The only thing on your mind is an ice-cold glass of water. When you are really, really thirsty, that first sip of any liquid beverage is sheer bliss.
Catching a Glimpse of Bare Skin on the Opposite Sex – For guys, it’s when the waitress bends over a little too far. For girls it’s seeing that buff guy in a Speedo. Either way, when you see a bit more skin than you were expecting on the opposite sex, you can’t help but to smirk on the inside.
Saying the Same Thing Simultaneously – There is a moment of silence. Then all of the sudden you and your friend blurt out the same exact set of words simultaneously. This rare occurrence is something to smile about.
The Pull-Through Parking Spot – You pull into a parking spot and are delighted to see the availability of the parking spot immediately in front of you. You pull through to the spot in front so that when you return to the car you can drive forward out of the parking spot. Why? Because driving backwards is a pain in the butt.
Realizing You Have More Time to Sleep – Something abruptly awakens you and you think it’s time to get up. Then you squint over at your alarm clock and realize you still have 2 more hours to sleep. A warm euphoric feeling shoots though your body as you glide gracefully back to your dreams.
People Watching – Sitting there on your bench you can see people in every direction. Tall people, small people, thin and plump. Blond, brunette, and redhead alike. Each of them has a different stride and a unique expression. As you drift from body to body you are mesmerized by what you see.
Putting On Clothes Straight from the Dryer – As soon as the dryer buzzes, you pull out your clothes and put them on. They feel soothingly warm on your skin and emit a fresh-scented aroma into the air. A sentiment of ease comes over you as you head out to conquer the day.
A Familiar Smell – You just pulled into your parent’s driveway and opened the car door. You haven’t been home in a long while. You smell familiarity in the air, the scent of a large pine tree in the neighbor’s yard. As you head through the front door, more familiar smells consume your senses. Gosh, it feels good to be home…
The Feeling You Get When Your Idea Works – You have been struggling to resolve a complex problem all day and you just can’t seem to get it right. Filled with frustration, you decide to exercise one last idea before calling it a night. You’ve had many ideas before that failed miserably… but this time it works.
Fresh, Clean Bed Sheets – You yank at the corner of the bedspread to create just enough space to slide your body under the freshly cleaned sheets. The sheets feel cool to the touch. Everything seems so clean, like nobody has ever slept in this bed before.
A Beautiful View – As the car veers around the side of the mountain you gaze out the passenger window. It’s a clear, sunny day and you can see the entire valley below filled with wild flowers and bright green vegetation. The scenery reminds you of something you once saw in National Geographic. But here it is live, right before your eyes.
Reminiscing About Old Times with Your Closest Friends – Pink Floyd once said “the memories of a man in his old age are the deeds of a man in his prime”. There is no simple pleasure more satisfying than recounting the greatest moments of your life with your closest friends who lived these moments alongside you.
Receiving an Unexpected Compliment – It’s been an average day. Nothing really great has happened, but nothing terrible occurred either. This monotonous day has put you in a dreary mood. Unexpectedly, an older, attractive lady taps you on the shoulder, calls you “handsome” and says she loves your shirt. The day just got a whole lot better.
Having a Good Laugh – Laughter is the greatest cure of all. Life is extraordinary in the moments when you are laughing so hard you can barely breathe. These moments of deep laughter are divine in the sense that they cleanse your mood and set your mind on a positive track.
The Feeling After a Healthy Workout - It’s a giddy feeling of self accomplishment; the one true activity that actually makes you feel better and look better simultaneously. When you walk out the front door of the gym you are on top of the world.
The Celebration in the Instant Something Makes Sense – Even now that it has explained to you for the third time, you just don’t understand how it works. Everyone else seems to understand but you. Then out of the blue the dots connect in your mind. You finally get it, and it feels great!
Relaxing Outdoors on a Sunny Day – As you relax sprawled out in a lawn chair, the sun warms your skin and a light breeze keeps the temperature comfortable. Birds are chirping merrily in the trees behind you. You are at complete peace with the environment.
Holding Hands with Someone You Love – Every time she grabs your hand you are overcome with an awareness of how much she means to you. Holding hands is sensual and physically intimate, yet subtle. There are few people you allow to hold your hand, so when it happens you can be sure that the moment is special.
Playing in the Water – Water marvels people of all ages. From jumping in puddles as a child, to doing cannon balls in the pool as an adolescent, to enjoying a cocktail in the Jacuzzi as an adult… water is enjoyable.
Making Someone Smile – You notice that your colleague has been under a great deal of stress with meeting a deadline, so you take it upon yourself to complete one of her indirect responsibilities for her. As soon as she realizes what you did, she comes into your office with a big smile on her face. “Thank you”, she says. You just hit two birds with one stone, because making her smile just made your day.
Finishing What You Started – You just finished up a big project you’ve been working on for the last few months, or maybe you just finished your first marathon… Either way, you finalized what you set out to accomplish. The feeling of self accomplishment you get when you finish what you started is by far one of the most rewarding simple pleasures life has to offer.

Oh yes. :D

Stay Beautiful

I really wanna tell you you looked beautiful today, more than i could ever remember. Honestly. Maybe i just havent seen you for such a longggg time. or maybe its just from where i was standing , i was finally looking down on you, but hey. Who cares? you're stunning and the whole world knows it. And that just makes me wonder, where do i stand against you? Maybe i should just let go, cos its obvious i'll never be in your league.

I know we caught each other eyes today. i know i gave a slight frown, but you'll never know its to hide my smile from finally seeing you. i turned away, and wondered if you even cared enough to notice that we shared something at that moment. i looked back and I knew you knew, cos you were smiling that grin of yours to yourself. i could just imagine you rolling your eyes while laughing inwardly at me.

you know what? idk how but the feeling's becoming stronger. When i told the world that you were not the only one, god knew i was lying. cos in my eyes nobody else would be as perfect as you. okay maybe not but still :D

just know that you're beautiful, and like the song says, please stay that way forever .

Through the night

Song written by matt and me :D just a draft ehhh .

Verse 1:

Not seeing you for a while it aches my heart

How can i endure us being apart

I try my best not to miss you but i cant

i guess in this world we cant have everything we want
Pre-chorus :

I want to tell you but what can i do

when all i can only see is your back view
Chorus:

I wish we can be something more than we are now

if only a miracle can happen somewhere somehow

i wish i may i wish i might

i wish we could hold each other through the night
Verse 2:

Seeing the way you smile at her it hurts me inside

all my feelings come rushing out until they're so hard to hide

In all my dreams there was always a you and me

but in reality we both know it will never be

Shit rugby.

Today had worship but G wasnt there cos he had some rugby match :( damn sad.

BUT WE HAD like SEVEN VOCALISTS TODAY super zai i tell you it was freaking recorded and sounded damn goood. but key was uber uber high and my throat havent recover so kept zaoxia-ing. Thanks matt help me cover up yay ! Tmr have worship again lol idk why also.

anyway , we named our cell today ;D

SPARTANS COMRADES !

awesome right. like me :) wahahahaha .

Went to plmgss to watch qh perform ! Watching it makes me excited for our upcoming choir concert damn. i really cant wait shucks. Matt and wj got scolded by some woman in the row in front of us for shouting "BOTAK !" at the conductor (who was balding) when he was receiving flowers LOL.

damn funny. And we screamed qh's name so loud she started giving us the 'shush' sign before changiing her mind and started waving madly instead.

I tell you im gonna have gastrit I didnt eat anything for breakfast lunch dinner ate a upsized mcspicy meal for supper and puked it all out just now.

Damn i tell you i feel horrible. and so does my throat. my poooor throat. SHUCKS.

kayys, BYEEEE !

Sometimes, i feel that life has no reason to be optimistic about.

Not in the sense that i'm screwed, or my friends are screwed. Just that the stuff that happen around me is screwed. And somehow the days where i can even desire stuff are gone.

You know what. I desire a house i can live in which truly feels like a home. With no obligations, no nothing. Where i can just be myself. I hate this. I wanna elope.

And yes i hope you realize that you caused all of this you bitch . Without you life was perfect. and you had to come in and bloody ruin everything. I cant stay with you your face makes me wanna cuss you and push you down a building. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I HATE YOU YOU KNOW. I just want you to scram and leave me alone forever and ever. All my nightmares concern you. All the pain i feel is caused by you, YES YOU. yet you never realize it don't you. hah , still telling me to forgive and forget. Do you even think you have the right to say that you ugly fat slut. NO YOU DONT DONT YOU EVER EVER FORGET THAT. If im still related to you next time even, in my adult years, look forward to me scoffing right in your face at your sufferings when you hit seniority age and all that crap. i hate you.i hate you and your constant bitching.i hate your irrirating voice.i hate how you act nice all the time but everyone knows its just a damn facade.i hate everything about you, perhaps with the exception of your daughter. and btw, YOUR DAUGHTER DONT DESERVE TO HAVE A BITCH FOR A MOTHER SO YOU HAVE RUINED HER LIFE AS WELL YOU ASSHOLE HOPE RETRIBUTION FALLS UPON YOU. and thats all i wanna say to you, it feels so good to let it all out.

Ah whatever. In a whiles time i shall be off to Serangoon to meet mr chen damn .

Motivation

Today i passed my 2.4 and i improved by around 3mins :D

Thanks to music and pacers yay ! my timing 15.41 thanks daisy and mund .

Because of this. SOMEHOW IM SUDDENLY EXCITED ABOUT STUDYING, yes STUDYING !

omg 2 weeks left and suddenly. IM GONNA STUDY BIO AND CHEM LATER yayyyy !

somehow i feel im gonna lose my mind.

shucks. i. shall. study. and. study. and. be. merry !

YAYYYYY !
kayys , thats all.

cos i have no mooooood to blog i wanna study. BYE !

Fails

Today was so epic that you know what ? Sharm failed like 21 times .

I'll shall only elaborate on the major (mainly epic) ones here so yeah.

Today in the morning i was walking at amk interchange and i saw sharm in front of me ! Once she stopped i walked infront of her and snapped my fingers in front of her face. Oh you should have heard her epic scream. so i proceeded on to talk to her. As you know sharm and her epic hand gestures, she was standing beside a brochure holder thingy and with one swing of the arm , booms the brochure thingy dropped. wow.

On the bus , when getting off her seat, idk how she did it but than the cushion dropped. after that she continued being epic and tripped over my feet , which was already there since the start of the bus trip -.-

On the overhead bridge, on the way to school , when me and ziyan were laughing at her, guess what ? YES she tripped again omg right. some more is flat ground and she trip over herself ? hahaha.

Finally , before lit class, her book got thrown down from 3rd level to 1st level.

Epic right.

The most epic joke of the term ;D

i love how entertaining sharm is, don't you ?

Procrastination

Damn i have to study . Midyears are coming and i don't understand a shit about PH thingys in bio , i get confused in chem (how the hell do you don't get mixed up between ionic and covalent ? major UGH) and maths is tough cos graphs just basically suck .

Literature is gonna be an essay and i cant even think of the fail im gonna get . And theres english summary which is absoulutely disgusting. Combined humans are gonna be badddd cos of stupid SS and then theres chinese. which basically is not even worth elaborating .

I AM GONNA STUDY .

Bio tutoring from dad .

Chem revison later.

Maths tutoring from dad .

Chinese (IDK ANYMORE JUST LET ME OFF !)

SS and Hist studyyy -.- idk how im gonna do it .

Hist memorise ?

SS idk where my handouts go i try findfindfind and learn some stupid essay skills shucks.

English tutoring from dad .

Yupps . I'm gonna die in midyears .

Gotta really really start studying.

I dont even know when midyear's are . SHUCKS lol .

Hell .

Today was so hellish that i cant even bother to explain it to you .

RAWR im sorry to all if my attitude was shingzz and my facee was black and my words were crudeee :0

wahaha, even worse.

TODAY CE LESSON was torture .

THE WEATHER WAS FREAKING HOT , just now the muttons reported that it was a bloody 38/9 degree celcius wth . plus, im seated under the NOT WORKING FAN and boooms , i had a freaking fever .

you can imgaine the amount of water i lost . shucks , no wonder im feeling so damn thirsty right now lol .

Tomorrow im not going to school , but theres lit :( which is such a pity. Reason why i came to school today was cos i kinda (ponn-ed) or had (morning sickness) last mon and if i dont come to school today it'll just seem wierd. In patricia goh's context, nuances behind the absence, or even worse , A CONSPIRACY . lol XD
I'm addicted to tumbledrop , an awesomely awesome iphone/ipodtouch game .

i unlocked the superhard mode of the game !

am i awesome, or am i awesome ? whooots ~

oh yeah , just remembered the awesome letter me and sharm wrote today in english. It is so epic and awesome until we, the creators cannot fathom our awesomeness anymore.

Yes , i have no idea what i'm crapping about :D

kayys , BYEEES !

" My boyfriend and I were celebrating the aniversary of the dinosaurs over a meal of fine Apunazian Roasted Duck. However , we found a chicken inside the duck and that made us sad. Furthermore, the roasted attitude of your duckiest waiter was inappropriate . He dumped the meal over my head , and the humilation caused my boyfriend to break up with me . After that , the waiter even ran out screaming " MOTHER PIXIE ! " I think he is insane. "

XD the summarised version , the actual thing's 100x better :D

LAlalala .

Mans , im sleepy . But my hair's wet so i cant sleep yet :(

Anyway , today was tiring rawr .

Met the peeeps at church at 10.30 am WOW early shucks, went to eat mmacs breakfast den went to Xinmin Sec . For some homecoming thingy invited by Enhui .

Played Pillow fight whooots ~ THE BIMBO KICKED MY FACEEEEE OHMYGAWD . lol .

anyway , stayed there, i met kwanwai ! a primary school friend i havent seen for three freaking years OMG . lol super surprising i tell you lol .

okay, den we went to play poool.

Okay , they went to play i played my spot the difference game hehe. I know how to play pool okay , but everyone knows my aiming sucks big Big BIG time . wakaka , sad but yeah .

So went to church , den josh ho's house for barbeque ! yayyy .

Me and the bimbo and belle got super wet cos we were playing waterrr haha so funn ! and i kept puling and pulling and pulling and pulling his shirt so it makes him lool fatter than he already is wahahahaha !

Went home around midnight . Sleeeepey.

Happy early bday Joshho, didnt get the chance to whip cream you ;( sad. LOL.

BYEEEE !

Ash .

Today , was , well , STRANGE .

word of the day : anything .

shucks , thanks to us fickle minded chapps , we toured maybe haf of singapore ? wakakaka.

Anyway , sports day was hot and boring and totally a waste of time.

ended up playing with Denice's dslr in the comfort of the shade with Gordon , the super cute (ugly but adorable) junior . LOL , cant help but keep thinking that gordon looks like mr chng :D whoooots ~

okay anyway , after that we really toook a hard and long time to decide the place to eat lunch.

in the end went pizza hut at j8.

after that we planned to go , well , town to shop but in the end on the train we changed our mind from shopping to going to ecp to going to pasir ris to going to sentosa to going jamming .

We couldnt find a suitable spot so we went to dhoby ghaut sat at the mrt station trying to find a place to jammmm .

Found one at park lane mall , so cabbed there BUT it looked really freaky and was closed. So such a wasted trip ugh . Took 166 to United square , sat at bens and jerrys and went to cotton on kids ;D which is SUCH AN AWESOME SHOP i bought awesome shoeeeees yayyy !

In the end , we went Ryan's house , and cycled ! Fun , fun .

kayys , thats all ? I love gleeee .

BYEEEE !

GLEE .

Shucks i just watched the first episode of GLEE and omg.

I ALREADY FEEL SO FREAKING INSPIRED.

i wanna sing. sing. sing. sing. sing. sing. sing.

LIKE FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER.

i heart singing whoooots ~

Monday .

This morning i woke up at 5am and the next thing i knew i was squatting at the edge of the toilet bowl puking out last night's dinner . After that i sat on the bed complemating if i should go to school . I wanted to , but the irony was that i took too long to decide and by that time it was too late to go to school.

No, i dont call that ponning i call that morning sickness due to lack of sleep. Oh man, who am i kidding .

So yeah, i didnt go school today.

Apparently, i didnt miss much ^^ except a ss test and an english test , but who cares anyway .

Thank god today Chem teacher didnt come, i didnt miss any important stuffs phew.

I WOKE UP AT 1.30 pm. zomg right . Told ya i had lack of sleeep .

Friday night slept at 3am woke up at Sat morn 8am.

Sat night slept at 1 am woke up at Sun morn 7am .

Sun night slept at 1am woke up at Mon morn 5 am .

Im gonna start sleeeping earlier , i swear .

Anyway , in the afternn subsub-ed (denice's catchphrase for subway lol) with belle, na and matt .

I used my popular vouchers to buy this dumb korean CD wahahaha . I hate girls generation . And i hate justin Bieber who has absolutely no technique in singing .

But thats not the point. I wanna go jammmin .

Kayyys , BYEEEE :D

Never .

Never , at least for now .

Today i learnt that you like another girl .

Today i learnt that you don't go for girls younger than you , especially 2 years younger .

Well , im sorry to disappoint but i aint giving up yet.

I know i should feeel discouraged, i know i should give up but theres this voice inside me , telling me to hold on . Not to lose hope.

So yes, im still waiting for you to turn around and realize that im here . Like i've always been .

And i'll never stop, at least not for now .

Damn popular :(

Damn Popular cos they have nothing for me to buy using the free vouchers from speech day and caused me a wasted trip .

Damn rainydays they make me oversleep OMG i was late for church today lol.

The irony was, at 7am i smsed sam to wake up so we can go church. then we both fell back asleep and woke up at 9.15 . (omg we even woke up at the same time 0.0)

anyway yeah. I SECURED A SPACE FOR MYSELF IN CHURCH CAMP yahooooo . excited excited heehee.

after that , piano and blahhhs.

Today was boring even though i was mostly out ;( sadddd.

kayys , BYEEE .

Easter Saturday .

Hello fellow aliens :D

today was THE DRAMA yahoooo . we didnt fail yayyness i cant believe it thank god mannns .

anyway , yeah . was suffering from major nervous attack but pheww , butterflies flew away anyway wahahahaha !

Today was kinda boring though , keith and the banana came but it was kinda awkward ;( which is really really sad idk , they're naturally shy ? LOL . so funny . haha anyway , we had this zonal group meet up thingy , den we went subway hoougang for dinner .

saw cotton on got niceeeee things , i wanna buy. OH MAN and still need to loan money from my grandmama , SHUCKS , 265 bucks. for church camp T.T and even I am short of money.

It rained , so weather was awesomeeeee yayy ! and yah. slacked at void deck (again) and den went home . so nothing much happened really . which is sad. but then again. i chatted with belle on the fone which really entertained me :D yay .

kayys , BYEEEE .

btw , HAPPY BIRTHDAY NINJA HUILI AND NINJA DENICE MAY YOU GUYS ENJOY YOUR BIRTHDAYS AND STAY AWESOME AND RETARDED FOREVER AND EVER :)

Stay-what-over ?

Hey people. and im super sleepy , just came back homeee wahhh.

its really dumb actually.

was gonna stay over at reuben's house, but his dad said NO so next option was matts house, but his mum said NO so then we tried my house(s) but both grandmama and dad said NO so it was nana's house.

It was actually a YES but her grandpapa suddenly had complications so it became a NO .

(hey na , hope you granddad is okay, dun worry too much kayys?)

Okay , back to topic, we wanted to go joshlim's house cos his dad said YES but his mum said NO.

shucks, all this because i'm a girl. damn LOL .

so anyway, we basically ate our dinner at plaza sing, and bought pressies ! yayyness :D

then we spent time at ajisen ramen fretting on the fact that we were homeless for the night LOL .

Wahahaha , my desperate suggestion : BOOK A ROOM AT HOTEL 81 . epic huhuhuh .

shitzzz lah right. we're like underaged , and 2 guys and 2 girls going into a hotel ? sure got ppl take photo put on stomp or people call police -.- crap man we're dead like that lorh .

Anyway , we went Reubens house first , played ROCKBAND yahooo . i likey .

and then we went to loiter at the void deck . i know.

plans were made to stay out at some random macs the whole night, surviving on coffee and red bull . Another fail suggestion , needed sleep , next day was the drama .

so yeah, we went home in the end which was SAD . cos like no mood go home sio damn sian eh .

oh yeah, we met Adam ~ how coincidental :D

kayys , thats bout it BYEEEE :)

Three weeks .

Its gonna be a month since i last SAW you man , if i dun see you this sat. Which is probably gonna be the case :( wahhhhs .

Anyway yeah , after speechday (still thanking god that its OVER OVEROVER) had rehearsals which were pretty tedious i think . cos we kept repeating and stuff and the romance scenes are freaking hard .

Ugh . It started out bad, now its like WORSEeeee.

anyway , bad crap happened tonight .

it ended up okay , but still . ANYWAY , matt and noah are now in reuben's house and im jealous i wanna go , im going tmr but still...I WANNA PLAY ROCKBAND ! uwarrrh .cant wait , BADLY . shitzzz .

i drank two cups of milo tonight.

oh yeah , today during speech day, mdm parimala scolded me -.- cos i didnt freaking bow properly.

I THOUGHT I BOWED PROPERLY i swear apparently not and i ran after jinling nobody told me i couldnt run its a free world man. nevermind, at least i got free vouchers whoooots~

kayyys ,BYEE .

Over .

Yay Speech day is over , and that means my list of " THINGS DONE" has just become longer . AWESOME ;D

what's left is : Easter drama , Wed's arts appreciation programme , and July's concert . I presume theres gonna be a concert but i cant be sure of anything anymore ; the school's budget issues are kinda freaky. in a way .

i cant wait to celebrate soon , bdays are coming UP ! but dates and everything are so sucky, especially with all the random hols :O

anyway . After easter drama, my to-do list has kinda become LONGER . again SHITZZ .

I gotta go call that random theatrics agency , and THERES A MUSIC PRODUCTION COURSE , which i wanna go ! dance classes i gotta start them soon shucks , and off course. STUDY FOR SA1 . which i really dun wanna, but my SS T.T sad life we all have huh .

Now denice sharm and huili are at FEP i wanna go now but there are rehearsals and i must prioritize. See ? there goes my lifeee.

Anyway , at least speeech day is over. THIRTY DOLLARS POPULAR VOUCHERS ! $.$ yeah money faceeee.