Fast day one.

Today's fast was survivable. Well almost. Lunch was so hard to fast i tell you i almost gave up but i didnt! Amen, but im doubting myself for 39 days more? woah sounds impossible. But nothing is impossible to glorify god's name amen!

Today went out with Caris and Jan yayyyy ^^

we went for a sushi making lunch -.- HOW IRONIC to go for such a event on the first day of my fast right all you sadists out there you may now proceed to laugh at my demise. Anyway, we left soon after and JAN"S SOLE TORE OUT AND HER SHOE CAME FALLING APART OMG LAH idk how it happened it just broke into pieces the shoe ;0

Went to bugis to watch the CTI( carpenter tools international) guys perform, the lead vocalist was AWESOME omg lah i think she was kinda screaming but what matters is that she hit that freaking highest note in don't stop believing OMG. like shit omg. hahahaah! After that went to SAM to see that children's art garden thingy which was freaking cool. Actually we needed to pay 5 bucks to enter but we didnt know and in th end we just went in without paying -.- EHH we only reaalised after we left the place okay. NOT OUR FAULT.

shopped at bugis junction and street, trying desperately to find jan a replacement shoe bwahahaha. All while was i was dying with hunger HAHAHAHA! in the end im the only one who didnt buy anything oh well. can save money ^^ Optimistic me like always keke.

Oh yeah, im done with my english ppt, and im good and ready to go. I think? okay maybe not really ohno.

kayyys, byeeeee!

Why must people act so superficial? Why must feelings seem so superficial? And all these just adds up to insecurities that have no need to be there, insecurities that i'd be better off without.

Yes at that moment i truly thought u were anhjfdhfsj. It doesnt matter whatever happens in the past does it? The important thing is that you are the one that matters most now. And why do you seem so willing to let go of everything just beacuse of something you can never change? Is it worth it? does everything mean so little to you? Did i mean so little to you? Welll shit, cos if i did, i think i'd be much better off without you.

well whatever. I wouldnt care if you kissed 82342374682 girls in your past. really. Thats how much i feel for you.

Now you placed so many doubts in me. What would happen if i really did kiss other guys in my past.

UGH. celia chill ure stronger than this, you know you are.

hell yes i am.

Tomorrow im gonna start my 40 day fast : Tumblr, fb, Lunch ^^ so. Wish me luck. Hopefully i can draw closer to the lord also whooooots~ Anyway, i'll still be blogging so, YAY ME! i can do this, cos im awesome :D Anyway. Today i watched A-team ^^ so awesome the hot blond guy who has a kickass attitude personality and this super genius brain, oh and he had the brawn too damn coooool :D And the movie was awesome, i likey like 746238423946 percent.

Tomorrow outing with jan and caris ^^ CANT WAIT :D

kayyys, byeeeee!

OH NO ARGENTINA *sniffs* how could this be?

Germany beat you 4:0. YOU COULD HAVE AT LEAST SCORED 1 D;

shucks, what happened to your teamwork ? It seemed so freaking screwed tonight.

Nevermind, looking on th bright side, u made it up to the quaterfinals , there's always next world cup ^^

GO ARGENTINAAAAA !

Back from church! Before church went with na to hougang mall to buys stuffs and ate that yummy delicious awesome cheese thingy from ljs! ^^ yummms .

Cell was wierd, with hitomi talking about bgrs and matt. It was freakingly awkward and even wj was quiet. WJ QUIET SIO A FIRST I TELL YOU. hahaha it was that bad D: LOL!

Dinner after cell, with super little people ^^ but i prefer it like that, i cant handle big groups. It was fun, but it could have been awesome-er if not for. But yeah. had fun ^^

so now im back. And im suddenly finding myself losing confidence. I've no idea where i stand anymore, i have this feeling im like, well, idk. hmms. I feel like ending things but. I know i'll cry for months. But if the blow ever come i know i'll cry for 7436547535 years. okay im exaggerating but i know i'll be even more hurt than ever. And i dont think i will be able to take the pain. Shit, okay chill celia everything's fine why are u thinking about such things now huh. shit, must be hitomi's talk. i'm starting to find myself damn hatable :/

kayyys, byeeeeee!

Today i was on the train and was smsing people, and i finally used the phrase "just wondering" again. Makes me think back to the days of musical, with nicknames of wonderwoman (bwahahaha) and fork and spoon kiddy. Even more ironic is that i met ZhiEn at Serangoon mrt. Now i really miss those days 0.0 some of the best days of my life dude.

Bwahahah, yesterday was Enhui's concert. I guess it didnt really appeal to me, cos it was mostly eastern music, and chinese dance. -.- im a more westernized person so...

bwahahah, just now i was walking downstairs my flat and everywhere was dead and SQAUSHED bees, so many yoou know it was damn sick ttm.

Bwahaha kayys, BYEEEEE!

Concert's over and im kinda feeling nostalgic. Abit like post-concert blues D: hahaha cos now theres nothing much to look forward in life anymore awwws.

well concert, i can say it was not bad, but could be better lah. But i enjoyed myself, so i guess thats th point of it XD before the concert was so nervous that i affected a few peeps and we started making this really stewpeed joke and we started laughing like siao. Bwahaha ms mok than came -.- come scold me only sio say what if i dont stop laughing she won't give me the super nice programme booklet...BLACKMAIL! shucks.

bwahaha today reported at sch at 9.20 am, meaning I SKIPPED TWO PERIODS OF CHINESE YAY! XDXD bwahahha, den pe,which was SLACKEROO cos height and weight :DD

The stupid machine, i swear, in injust! I took a deep breath to increase my height and guess what, IM ONLY A 157 CM. uncool dude, im sure im taller than that D: but at least yay i lost 2kg ^^ whoooot~ 42.3kg
After recess i started laughing like a madman cos the subjects were all uber cooool. Hist, Lit, Eng! ^^ i likey thurs now its so awesome ^^

I just went to cut my hair, and the woman cut wrongly D: damn sad. i swore i told her trim, but she's those chinese speaking ppl so. Maybe i should start polishing my chinese ... ;X

anyway im not used to it! ah soon i will so...

okayys, BYEEEE! ^^