Saturday

I always get the feeling of dread on saturday nights instead of sunday nights cos i means that the most awesome day of the week is over.

i love saturdays.

saturdays are days where i get to spend time with all my lovely people and also the day where i get to see you :)

Today was fun in cell ! were discussing about zonal bonding and booofs. Joe was super epic. His pants so tight still want go do split omg lah. and he's scared of mosquitoes. and he's once a ballet dancer. LOL.

Argued with josh lim over his epic horniness, he was so embarassed by the fact that i caught him out that he messed his words up. What on earth is misunderstooding? LOL :B

dinner-ed at pizzahut which has the most fail service ever, we waited like more than half an hour for our freaking food damn them lah lack of man power go hireeeeee !

Went to serangoon gardens with matt and qh to eat frolick youghurt yummm. Now i have to study shitty history but yay sam for his awesome awesome notes im partially saved.

okayyys, BYEEEE !

SS. is. finally. over. and im so freaking glad i studied population yayyys.

I finished the paper on the dot , so i was like writing my fulls stop when the cher' was saying ' PUT DOWN UR PENS." yeahhhh i feel quite satisfied but i know im gonna fail it. SS's just aint my thing man.

After the paper ate my tomyum maggi :D it tastes so just like my primary school's, each time i eat it brings me feelings of nostalgia awwwwws.

Went to Bishan popular and library to get history book and moulin rogue script respectively. BOTH DONT HAVE T.T saddddd, so huili and sharm went to amk library to get moulin rogue while i bused to heartland mall get my hist tb. YAY FINALLY CAN STUDY THAT STUPID STALIN I TELL YOU.

Went to macs to slack with bimbo,matt,belle,jael,sam,quek. wahahaha suppposed to study but in the end only gideon studied -.- zomg. played would you rather ^^

Found out wj has fetishes for fat, muscles, legs, hair. and Jael ;D .

Oh yeah !

me and huili came up with THE : HIPPOTYMIC.

A creature made up of maggots, hair oil, hair sweat, lice, dandruff ETCETC.

An example of such a creature is : SHARMINI APHRODITE yayyy.

wakakaka, kayyys BYEEEE !

btw, i cannnot finish wz homework by next monday, impossssible i tell you.

Today on the bus to piano lesson i realised that im rather attracted to JC life wow. There were serangoonjc,meridianjc,tampines jc,SAJC (yeahh dream jc) students everywhere on that bus today. And i couldnt help stareeeeeeeeeee at them. and wonder. JC or laselle. why cant i do freaking both? T.T

todays MT paper was killer.

2 hours was too freaking long and zomg i slept almost all my time away weeeeee. i'm dead for my chinese. CONFIRM.

tomorrow's SS. shit. Shit? yeah shit.

kayys, BYEEEE .

Accomplishments

I feel really really accomplished ya know.

like, really. even though I KNOW everyone of you will call me slacker wahahaha i still feel accomplished.

CHEM , check. SS, (yes finally), check. BIO, i finally started. yay me.

Theres still lit, and theres still ugh hhist. tomorrow i shall get my lit book back from wanyi who know how it got into her hands in the first place, and im gonna get a hist book from popular.

Oh yeah. im gonna ACE THIS EXAM :D (mannnn false hopes)

Anyway, i memorised the freaking format for formal letter already yay me thanks to terry ;D

anddddd. i cant wait for exams to be over over over over over over no more scaryscary bio and hist and SS and chem and omg stuffs. even lit is scary. oh and shit summary scared as hell. All my summary assignments this year out of 15 points to take out of the passage i only took out 7 like a freaking fail. Its all my language pull me upUpUP!

Please god, let me do well for midyears :D prettyplease with a cherry on top. Thank god, Amen.

kayys, BYEEEE !

This morning my alarm woke me up at 8am and you know what ? ur freaking smile was the first thing i picture.

WHAT THE HELL its never happened before. shit you you know, seriously.

Anyway, i finally completed my yamato nadeshiko shichi henge drama :D yayyyyy ! its so super dee duper niceeeeee.

adds on to my favourite j-dramas together with nodame cantabile and love shuffle hahahaha XD

Uchi Hiroki is super uber uber hottttt in the show zomg.

Okay . I hate studying. I hate studying SS and Bio.

everything else is an A-ok cos basically im done with chem. i find no motivation to even touch my freaking bio and SS is so hard to memorise with all those chim wordddds :(

E.G. A stake for all, opportunities for everyone.

"This principle aims to provide an inclusive society where citizens feel a sense of belonging and ownership."

HARDDDDDD ! especially where my study style is basically chanting the notes . OHNO.

celiayoucandoit.youcandoit.youcandoit.youcandoit.

oh shitzzz i just remembered history the bookstore has ran out of TB stocks and the exams next monday and NOPE i havent even touch on freaking stalin ah my idol.

in my opinion, Stalin was essential in what russia is today : an advanced state.

Hitler was practically useless in Germany. honestly.

kayyyys, BYEEEE !

Now im feeling better and i can talk about my day :D

Stacia's wedding this morning wahahaha ! SHE SO CHIOOOOO zomg. and it was so sweeeet man. i was like almost tearing but everyone was there so... haha. But omg lah, it was super sweeet, Andy ( her husband) was like singing for her her favourite song mannnn.

After that , somehow, Joel wanted Matt to sing for worship and he just dragged me along. I like worship :D we always get to meet and work with new people and new standards and new experiences lol. Today we sang with Kenneth Edlyn and Melody. At first i was skeptical cos i was wearing a dress above my knees and stuff but i guess no problem with that so just went on stage and whaaaaack. My solo in my opinion sucked and i felt really down about it but than the guy in charge, James i think his name was, said it was good except for some "over emotional" words which was like above my expectation so yeah. PHEW .

Worship always make me sleeeeeeeepy. idk why man.

Anyway cell was, i guesss, okay. We just talked about our lives today and i told everyone about the wonderful MCBETH scene wahahaha ! i think i elaborated too much hehe.

Dinner-ed at Macs. Guess who we met. G. yes, G! (explains my previous post.) and he kicked my chair and called me muthubark. I didnt hear him but than, i soon reallised. awwws. But meeting him left me down the whole night. ;( why so sad huh u tell me. shit him lah ! really cant wait to sing with him again.

Than on the way to the park, i was like " i really really want them to come to the park..." and suddenly justina was like " there's them !" and they were like right beside us. OMG. okay maybe not really beside but within hearing distance. what if he heard heard heard ? and know know know ? okay, whatever god wants will happen. so no worries yay.

After that went J8 for yami yoghurt :D and i beacme emo. because of stupid G.

anyway, i didnt study today as well TOMRROW AND MONDAY CHOIOOOOOONG AH !

kayys, byeeee !

I won't let you make me cry.

I won't let myself shed a single tear for you.

I won't let my heart shatter because of you.

Cos you're not worth it. Shit who am i kidding, perhaps only myself. Illusions illusions .

How can you expect me not to cry when the only person i want to care for me cant give a shit what happens to me?

The only person who i want to hang out with doesnt even glance my way?

You made me think tonight. We met, at macs coincidentally. hell, who really cared? nobody except me i bet.

and i realize even if the whole world turns against me perhaps the only person i want by my side is you.

Nobody except you.

But you dont like me that way. Im sure of it. When i see people hold hands and do all those kind of lover stuffs, i feel. yes, jealous. i keep thinking of you and me but i know it will never be.

get out of my head please. i don't want to lower down everything just because of a freaking guy. cos ure not worth it. or so i wish.

i like you .