At first i was indifferent just wanted you to stop being the childish bitch that you are , but now you piss me off. How can you even do such a thing, why have you even stooped down to such a low level telling everyone all the false crap just to get people on your side? Make you seem like the angel. I never thought somebody's immaturity can piss me off like that, but yours did. DAMN YOU L.C.Y. I'm not afraid to say your name , cos i didnt spread any false rumours around just to have the spotlight. Only initials though, cos i care for my friend damnit. And all those people who believed her. damn you all man have you learnt nothing in history? Inference and reliability, nothing's really entered your brain huh. You just accept everything this woman spoonfeeds you huh. Fine, someday you'll realise your idiocy, and perhaps you'll miraculously pass your history exam papers.

Seriously, if you got something to say, say it out in her face, not spread stuffs around and post on your fb all these comments we all know that aren't true. Oh, i forgot. You dont have the guts . Guess the juniors have to take the initiative after all, HAH some senior you are man.

Okay, so i don't know why you guys broke up, but you broke up before she and your ex got together. IT WAS THREE MONTHS NOT THREE YEARS you freak with such a wild imagination. so you, dont have any say or rights to comment about this relationship. If you think you're so big, just step out man. Say you're jealous , say you still love your ex.

But no, you gotta blow things up, put the blame on her when you're the only one playing this stupid game , with her being your puppet. You just gotta be a hypocrite. In a nutshell, a childish immature bitch, living in her own world, who knows whats going on in that fathead of yours.

For your own good, i hope you wake up soon. and move on from the past. Let go.

Two words : GROW UP.

You and your freaking immaturity fails to get on everybody's nerves, i wonder if you know that you're the laughing stock here. Damnit, if you want to be treated as a senior , quit acting like such a childish bitch typing all these false crap on your bloody fb and have the guts to talk things out with her, or maybe you're just too cowardly.

Who could blame you ? You were never in the position to comment on this issue or call anyone bitch anyway. You and your freaking thoughts just got too carried away and perhaps you're doing this all for the attention. You can have your spotlight, nobody's gonna steal it. Maybe you need a wake up call to get your facts right before jumping into conclusions, and spreading shit around.

Seriously, continue to act like that, you'll be outcasted, you can take my word for it.

I did my timetable :D i know i got my time planned out and im confident wahahaha ! YAY .

These tribulations in life only serve to make me stronger , not weaker and no, i'll never resort to the stuff i tried today ever ever again .

No more self harm. Its wrong i hate myself for being so weak. and being so down on myself.

And one day, i can be proud to say im strong cos my heart can never back down, can never shaatter anymore. One day, i'll be able to hold all these feelings inside of me without breaking, so i wont hurt anyone else anymore.

I never said this before, but i really love you, i really do, even if i dont show it or say.

i love you and i mean every little word i say .

Thanks Denice for cheering me up ! and to Mund, cos you played an indirect cheering-up role LOL .

P.S i mean Mund and her talking to herself on fb hehehee.

Hey peeeps i feel so guilty man i havent been studying for like the past two days and everybody everywhere is like studying way more than me i feel like a complete slackeroo idiot.

Friday after school i went to republic poly, watched isabelle act ;D omg she was super adorable lah

" She called me this so i pushed her like THIS *push girl away hard*" in her super cute voice LOL .

anyway when me and qh were hom-ing, we saw this super cute couple on the train.

Guy : "I tmr buy you flowers okay?"

*girl stands up to leave and the guy grasps her hand*

Girl : "No need lah."

Guy : "I want to leh."

Girl : " Dun need lah ! hahahaha"

then the girl goes out of the train, leaving me and qh to fantasize the rest of the night. WAHAHAHa bamz.

Saturday morn had SS competition, somehow we managed to make it through the first round and we went to the amazing raceee running around randomly through CBD area and town area lol. Me and Mund learnt that CK tangs actually is Curio King Tangs :D niceeee name hahaha !

During the last round ( we didnt make it ) me and mund started reading some random names of the wall of St Marg's sec LOL. and we started laughing like random fools.

Blame it on names like Dean Dumper, Mary Pang/Pong , Lily Lee Chew Chew (-.-), Elizabeth Saw Cheng ee (get it !) and random surnames like cookie and tolly.

Damn funny and the worse was when the guy was presenting his hand was stuck under his armpit for some random reason ! hahahaha !

In the bus me and mund were so crazily noisy that we ppissed the woman sitting in front of us and she had to move -.- GUAI LAN !

lol , kayys BYEEE !

I know its late already and all. but i cant sleep. no mood :( yes i do need a mood to sleep dont ask me why. I only studied like 2 chps of chem and tmr morning will be last min memorise of properties of ionic compounds and covalent molecules but i think it'll be just fine :D

I cant sleep cos my hearts filled with butterflies fluttering everywhere and i have this damn feeling of unease and dread. No, i have no freaking idea why. It feels wierd, but not necessary in a bad way ?

I close my eyes and i dream of things i dun wanna dream of, it scares me. Also, not in a bad way.

Maybe, just maybe, what i've been telling the world is the truth after all.

kayys, BYEEE !

To th sex goddess :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY APHRODITE :D

love ya loads and hope you like ya new bagggg :)

i still owe you like, err 15 pokees/bashes wakakakaka ! Anyway, stay retarded and awesome and balakrishnan and stop siding the ninjas you dumb. but yes, anyway you're the dumbest of them all dont ever ever forget that! Good luck with LONDON and may i play cupid pleaseeeeee? as my second bday pressie to you :) although its more for my own enjoyment wahahaha ! but it IS a winwin situation...wahaha i get my entertainment and you get your guy.

Anyway. Hope at 15 you can FINALLY pass your math and chinese, and perhaps remember who muffin is.

Oh and forgive and forget, im talking about WZ here ;D

lol , once again happy bday sharm !

Summer wars.

I know i should be studying but. i just watched finish my summer wars and it was one hell of a freaking breathtaking experience shitzzz i wanna watch again :D omg it was just. amazing. KUDOS !

anyway yeah. no inspired ? im just gonna memorise one chp of both sciences than Zzz time yay !

anyway yeah. today was nothing much ? shitzzz i remember my letter im not done with it yet ohno . no mood to do though.

was supposed to do in english class today , BUT i did at home ald but forgot to bring, so i wrote a love letter instead which somehow got into the hands of wangzhuo omg. luckily thank the heavens she didnt even read it ;)

yeah had napfa. gold ftw ! free badge oh yeahs im such a cheapo lol.

nothing much already , neeeed to study shit midyears.

kayys BYEEE !