Monday .

This morning i woke up at 5am and the next thing i knew i was squatting at the edge of the toilet bowl puking out last night's dinner . After that i sat on the bed complemating if i should go to school . I wanted to , but the irony was that i took too long to decide and by that time it was too late to go to school.

No, i dont call that ponning i call that morning sickness due to lack of sleep. Oh man, who am i kidding .

So yeah, i didnt go school today.

Apparently, i didnt miss much ^^ except a ss test and an english test , but who cares anyway .

Thank god today Chem teacher didnt come, i didnt miss any important stuffs phew.

I WOKE UP AT 1.30 pm. zomg right . Told ya i had lack of sleeep .

Friday night slept at 3am woke up at Sat morn 8am.

Sat night slept at 1 am woke up at Sun morn 7am .

Sun night slept at 1am woke up at Mon morn 5 am .

Im gonna start sleeeping earlier , i swear .

Anyway , in the afternn subsub-ed (denice's catchphrase for subway lol) with belle, na and matt .

I used my popular vouchers to buy this dumb korean CD wahahaha . I hate girls generation . And i hate justin Bieber who has absolutely no technique in singing .

But thats not the point. I wanna go jammmin .

Kayyys , BYEEEE :D

Never .

Never , at least for now .

Today i learnt that you like another girl .

Today i learnt that you don't go for girls younger than you , especially 2 years younger .

Well , im sorry to disappoint but i aint giving up yet.

I know i should feeel discouraged, i know i should give up but theres this voice inside me , telling me to hold on . Not to lose hope.

So yes, im still waiting for you to turn around and realize that im here . Like i've always been .

And i'll never stop, at least not for now .

Damn popular :(

Damn Popular cos they have nothing for me to buy using the free vouchers from speech day and caused me a wasted trip .

Damn rainydays they make me oversleep OMG i was late for church today lol.

The irony was, at 7am i smsed sam to wake up so we can go church. then we both fell back asleep and woke up at 9.15 . (omg we even woke up at the same time 0.0)

anyway yeah. I SECURED A SPACE FOR MYSELF IN CHURCH CAMP yahooooo . excited excited heehee.

after that , piano and blahhhs.

Today was boring even though i was mostly out ;( sadddd.

kayys , BYEEE .

Easter Saturday .

Hello fellow aliens :D

today was THE DRAMA yahoooo . we didnt fail yayyness i cant believe it thank god mannns .

anyway , yeah . was suffering from major nervous attack but pheww , butterflies flew away anyway wahahahaha !

Today was kinda boring though , keith and the banana came but it was kinda awkward ;( which is really really sad idk , they're naturally shy ? LOL . so funny . haha anyway , we had this zonal group meet up thingy , den we went subway hoougang for dinner .

saw cotton on got niceeeee things , i wanna buy. OH MAN and still need to loan money from my grandmama , SHUCKS , 265 bucks. for church camp T.T and even I am short of money.

It rained , so weather was awesomeeeee yayy ! and yah. slacked at void deck (again) and den went home . so nothing much happened really . which is sad. but then again. i chatted with belle on the fone which really entertained me :D yay .

kayys , BYEEEE .

btw , HAPPY BIRTHDAY NINJA HUILI AND NINJA DENICE MAY YOU GUYS ENJOY YOUR BIRTHDAYS AND STAY AWESOME AND RETARDED FOREVER AND EVER :)

Stay-what-over ?

Hey people. and im super sleepy , just came back homeee wahhh.

its really dumb actually.

was gonna stay over at reuben's house, but his dad said NO so next option was matts house, but his mum said NO so then we tried my house(s) but both grandmama and dad said NO so it was nana's house.

It was actually a YES but her grandpapa suddenly had complications so it became a NO .

(hey na , hope you granddad is okay, dun worry too much kayys?)

Okay , back to topic, we wanted to go joshlim's house cos his dad said YES but his mum said NO.

shucks, all this because i'm a girl. damn LOL .

so anyway, we basically ate our dinner at plaza sing, and bought pressies ! yayyness :D

then we spent time at ajisen ramen fretting on the fact that we were homeless for the night LOL .

Wahahaha , my desperate suggestion : BOOK A ROOM AT HOTEL 81 . epic huhuhuh .

shitzzz lah right. we're like underaged , and 2 guys and 2 girls going into a hotel ? sure got ppl take photo put on stomp or people call police -.- crap man we're dead like that lorh .

Anyway , we went Reubens house first , played ROCKBAND yahooo . i likey .

and then we went to loiter at the void deck . i know.

plans were made to stay out at some random macs the whole night, surviving on coffee and red bull . Another fail suggestion , needed sleep , next day was the drama .

so yeah, we went home in the end which was SAD . cos like no mood go home sio damn sian eh .

oh yeah, we met Adam ~ how coincidental :D

kayys , thats bout it BYEEEE :)

Three weeks .

Its gonna be a month since i last SAW you man , if i dun see you this sat. Which is probably gonna be the case :( wahhhhs .

Anyway yeah , after speechday (still thanking god that its OVER OVEROVER) had rehearsals which were pretty tedious i think . cos we kept repeating and stuff and the romance scenes are freaking hard .

Ugh . It started out bad, now its like WORSEeeee.

anyway , bad crap happened tonight .

it ended up okay , but still . ANYWAY , matt and noah are now in reuben's house and im jealous i wanna go , im going tmr but still...I WANNA PLAY ROCKBAND ! uwarrrh .cant wait , BADLY . shitzzz .

i drank two cups of milo tonight.

oh yeah , today during speech day, mdm parimala scolded me -.- cos i didnt freaking bow properly.

I THOUGHT I BOWED PROPERLY i swear apparently not and i ran after jinling nobody told me i couldnt run its a free world man. nevermind, at least i got free vouchers whoooots~

kayyys ,BYEE .

Over .

Yay Speech day is over , and that means my list of " THINGS DONE" has just become longer . AWESOME ;D

what's left is : Easter drama , Wed's arts appreciation programme , and July's concert . I presume theres gonna be a concert but i cant be sure of anything anymore ; the school's budget issues are kinda freaky. in a way .

i cant wait to celebrate soon , bdays are coming UP ! but dates and everything are so sucky, especially with all the random hols :O

anyway . After easter drama, my to-do list has kinda become LONGER . again SHITZZ .

I gotta go call that random theatrics agency , and THERES A MUSIC PRODUCTION COURSE , which i wanna go ! dance classes i gotta start them soon shucks , and off course. STUDY FOR SA1 . which i really dun wanna, but my SS T.T sad life we all have huh .

Now denice sharm and huili are at FEP i wanna go now but there are rehearsals and i must prioritize. See ? there goes my lifeee.

Anyway , at least speeech day is over. THIRTY DOLLARS POPULAR VOUCHERS ! $.$ yeah money faceeee.